Im sorry for putting you through hell i just thought you actually liked me but guess not huh well...
I actually liked you
AHHHHH i fell in love with you but you dont care you stopped caring didn't you?... But sadly i still care
Ive loved you for ages now but you dont know that.
Im sorry for putting you through pain
Im sorry for falling in love with you
You made me happy but i hated it because you didn't like me like that
You made me the happiest person alive but i hated that you looked happy woth other people
I just wanted to make you happy but as i said you stopped caring about me
Your the reason i cry at night because i know that im gonna lose you
You were my will to live now that you've left i dont know what to do keep living or end it
You made me feel like i was worth something that i was good enough but now im useless again
My Dumbass though you were gonna stay but even though you reminded me that you weren't i still knew you were gonna leave
Im sorry for making you uncomfy
Im sorry for caring to much
Im sorry for being jealous over you
Im sorry for everything
Im just SORRY
Even though you made life better i know that your happier without me
The fuck up
The mistake
The one everyone hates
Well now i have figured out that everyone i care about ends up leaving so i gave up caring for people
The amount of pain i go through i generally think i wont make it to 16
So if i do die by then...
HAPYY ENDING
The thoughts in my head scare me sometimes most are about death and some are about this one person that doesn't care about me
I really liked them but i dont think they know how much i cared
IM SORRY for fucking up your life
IM SORRY for making you my top priority
IM SORRY for putting you through the pain of meeting me
I love how you were always there for me but the days i wasn't talking to you about the pain im going through im doing anything i can to harm myself punching walls, sand and screaming until i cant breathe or speak
When i say i love you to people i normally dont mean it but when i said it to you i did mean it i really did love you...
You may love other people but i have this feeling that one day you will eventually love me but i guess not
Im left here in pain again i know you dont care....
But i dont think im gonna be here much longer so i guess this is my goodbye so...
Goodbye i still love you
N. Fowler
YOU ARE READING
Im sorry
Random⚠️TW ⚠️ this has death and suicide Also im okay i just came up with this (well is what im feeling) but i hope you enjoy i know its terrible but i tried Sorry for any spelling mistakes i did it fast so
