This is a little vent, I apologize to those to read my stories.. But take art before vent haha.. Art: TW- S/lf h//m
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So uhm I kinda just wanted to say this so I don't feel like absolute shit rn.. Cuz I'm really tired.. So.. I've just been so overwhelmed with everything this week.. My parents.. My home life.. My social media convos.. It's just a lot because.. I have to prepare for school but I just feel like I'm not being a good bf/friend.. And I'm in bed crying cuz my mind is going crazy with Nevitave thoughts I don't want to believe.. Cuz ik if it does happen.. It'll hurt.. And I just want to apologize for not talking so much.. I have to be ready for school plus my m0m says it's for my own good to text less and go to sleep early.. But again I'm s077y.. I just wish I could do better for the people I love and care for.. I'm trying my best.. But I don't feel like I am... I feel like the worst person on earth.. And I feel like the relationships I have between family.. Friends.. Even romantic relationships.. I feel like the relationships between the people I talk to and love is going down... And that I'm going to loose people I care about.. I just... *sighs* I just wish things were different and that I could do better... But idk what to do rn.. I'm trying to listen and be a good kid to my parents.. I'm trying to be there for friends and people I care about.. I'm trying everything I can.. But idk what to do rn.. I feel like the worst person ever.. So I apologize to my family, Friends, loved ones.. I'm s077y... I hope you understand..
(That's all I had to say.. I should get to sleep now..)
