𝐌𝐫 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 ✓ [𝐊𝐍𝐉]

23

[ I recommend listening to I Love You So by The Walters while reading this chapter ]

"Hey, kook. How are you?" I said looking at the view in front of me, trying to hold back my tears .

"I'm doing fine here, things are going well. Me and Namjoon's relationship has became better too, people seem to accepting us dating now. Oh, and I brought you some banana milk too, hope you like it" I continued, a sad chuckle leaving my mouth.

It's been three years since Jungkook's death.

Three years since our friendship lasted.

Three years since I've seen his smile.

And three years since I've talked to him.

Not everyone deserved to die like this, especially not Jungkook.

When the news was brought up it had triggered the whole school, and his parents too, of course.

He died in an accident and the guy responsible for this has been sent to jail.

It was a hit-and-run case, from what you can say.

It was all an accident.

Nobody deserved this.

The pain is unbearable at first, and there were lots of threats coming from Jungkook's parents, blaming Namjoon and me for his death.

But things are going well for now, at least. We've gone through hard times, also having me trying to end my own life if it wasn't for Namjoon.

Flashback

"He hates me. He hates me. He hates me. It's all my fault his dead. I shouldn't have been alive" I keep telling that to myself, making me feel more guilty than ever.

"I'm so useless"

"This might be the end for me"

"I don't have a purpose to live anymore" I said to myself resulting it to come out as a whisper.

The rooftop has always been one of those places that I enjoyed spending time at, but never knew it would be the the place that would cause my own death.

Taking smaller steps, feeling the wind blowing in, it just feels like it's time for me to go.

And so I let go of myself, waiting to fall on the ground, bleeding to death.

But none of that happened, instead a pair of hands wrapped around my waist, pulling my closer.

Namjoon.

"Please don't leave me. Please stay. Don't go" he said, already crying and making me face him.

"WHY?!! I SHOULD DIE. I AM THE CAUSE OF JUNGKOOK'S DEATH. WHY DON'T YOU GET THAT? I AM USELESS, STOP MAKING IT SO HARD FOR ME TO LEAVE YOU" I shouted, hitting him, crying harder.

"Shh, it's okay, Mira, don't worry, I'll be there for you. Don't blame yourself for something that you didn't do. It's not worth it"

End of Flashback

"So, this is the end, huh?" I said looking at Namjoon.

"Yeah, it is" he said in a small voice.

"Hey, come on, we got to go now, we're gonna be late for college" Namjoon said, rubbing my back reassuringly.

"Okay, let's go. But promise we'll come visit him again?" I said looking at him.

"I promise, now let's go" the both of us then got up and headed towards the car, not hearing the faint voice before leaving.

"I love you, Mira" Jungkook said, smiling at the view of the two of you together, happy that you are happy now, with the person that you love.

A story? It never ends. People just tend to stop writing it. The rest of it? Well, it is left to fate to decide. The story keeps going, just untold. It's just some pages left unread. And there are certain reasons why.

-Rina

The End