Unforgettable Moments With The Cravity Members: A Cravity Fanfiction (S1 Finale)

Part 167

2024.7.15

Time check: 6:00 am. I then woke up. I noticed that there are cameras in my room, so I noticed that they are filming for the behind the scenes of my dorm. 

I took a bath first before preparing myself for practice.

As I go out from the bathroom, I saw a GoPro and brought it outside the bedroom. 

I saw manager-nim and she told me this, "Bring those Go Pro with you. Record yourself while doing practices, and it's okay to give some thoughts."

"Eat first, sunbae. You need to eat first before practicing. We all want you to be healthy for the next weeks."

"Of course, manager-nim. I need to eat, so that I will be energized later on."

While eating, I told my manager-nim, "Manager-nim, if ever, could you control me of my practice time? Yes, I practiced last week, but realizing that as I overworked myself, I've experience a lot of pressure, and I don't want to experience it again."

"Okay, sunbae. Promise me that you won't overwork myself. Does 10:00 pm sounds good to you?"

"I believe that's a pretty decent amount of time to practice 1 song per day. Okay, manager-nim. 10:00 pm, it is."

We then left the dorm after we ate. We then proceeded to the building. 

Time check: 8:00 am. It's time to go to practice! I saw the practice room, and it has cameras still. Maybe they were documenting my practices for the next weeks. 

For today, I will be practicing The Beginning. 

Since I've practiced the lyrics of the song, it's time to actually do the stage rehearsals. I need to rehearse on what will I do on the performance. I did practice and practice until I mastered performing it on stage. 

Time check: 2:05 pm. I then took a break and went to Lounge #89. I even brought the camera and told my thoughts about what happened so far. 

I recorded myself while going to Lounge #89. "So what happened for today is I just rehearsed The Beginning. Special thanks to my best friend who did the composing and the lyrics. I am so excited to perform this song to you, guys."

I then had my lunch at Lounge #89. I then had some hot chocolate and a fresh cinnamon roll 

I told the camera, "Here's what I've always prepared whenever I come to Lounge #89 when I was still studying. And now, I'm doing it again. I used to eat this combo whenever we organize concerts at my former university. I used to run back and forth from the entrance to the concert venue, so I need to eat as little as I could."

I then ate my favorite combo. Afterwards, I went back to the practice room to continue mastering my stage performance until 10:00 pm. 

Manager-nim called me already, since it's 10 pm already. 

I need to follow manager-nim this time. Just like my two friends told me, it's time to trust in myself more and do not put too much pressure in myself. I need to enjoy it, since my debut will happen in 3 weeks. 

We then went home. I need to rest for tomorrow, since the practices will be every day for 2 weeks. 

We then arrived back home at around 10:40 pm. 

There, I rested for a bit before changing my clothes. 

When I changed my clothes and was ready to sleep, I recorded myself, and shared my thoughts in front of my camera. 

"I need to confess something. Sometimes, I have this habit of me where I tend to overwork myself. I practiced from around 8 or 9 in the morning and will end at 3 in the morning. Initially, that served me as my motivation to do better, but one time last week, there comes a point that I broke down in tears while practicing one of my songs. I don't know what happened and suddenly, I felt a ton of pressure."