The Guardian Wolf

Chapter 6

I ran home climbed into my window and took my stuff off before i headed for a hot shower then i managed to get a few hours sleep before school.

I got into school 10mins before the bell but i couldnt stop thinking about that guard, my heartbeat was fast everytime i remember kissing him softly, can you imagine what it would be like to be able to kiss him while he is awake lol, But would he want me.

I have always had this fear of being rejected by my mate, i know he might  not actually do it but you never know, its always the thing that scares me and even then i wouldnt want to lose him which is hard for me, i remember when Max's parents died  he was so heartbroken even though he tried to be strong for the pack only me and jax got to see his vulnerable side.

He lay on my chest all night crying, it took me ages to get him to drift of to sleep, but when he finally fell asleep he snuggled into me and i fell asleep as well. The morning was the worse though waking up in bed at the side of your cousin while he is wearing a morning woody while kissing my jaw line and he was still asleep, I have never in my life jumped out of bed so fast even before my alarm went off.

Well thats one thing i am not gonna tell max because i know he will wind me up for years about it on how he made his cousin blush so badly she jumped out of bed, yeah no way i could live that down, dont get me wrong max is like a sex god but he is my cousin its just wrong in all ways, and plus i have a mate out there somewhere. So far so good its been 2 years since then and he hasnt said anything.

I think tonight i am gonna go back to bloodmoon and check the boarder again as well as our own, with me being a " Warrior in Training" yeah like i actually need it lol i have been training since i was 4 but nope my cousin still wont allow me to.take the Gamma title yet. But what my family dont know is that sometimes i take special assignments by the Council to take out bad alphas who really mean harm to their packs because they loose their soulmates.

Alphas are that strong they can go on a rampage and kill their own pack and humans around the villages, so the council needs my expertise to take them down before anything happends. Plus i get to help my pack out with the money i get which jax and max are still to this day wondering how they get 9 million extra income lol.