LOVE GOES. l.hs

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I don't even have to wait until
the sun dies, because the brightest
stars are the ones that live in your eyes,
but love dies

with hope, I look to the sky and both
my knees on the ground,
I keep on asking why

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y/n p.o.v

I walked up to the railing and looked down at the river, being able to see my reflection. my tears fell down uncontrollably, and I just let them go.

why did it hurt so much?

to just see you so happy, up there, making others happy. while I was here, still holding onto the past that should be forgotten.

our friendship should be forgotten. everything that was about us should be forgotten.

we were in different places in life. and I'm not going to lie, I was and still am proud of you for getting so far.

maybe even farther than me.

but even if I tried to hard to forget you, everything kept on reminding me of you. I basically surrounded myself with you at this point.

I know it's dumb.

I know it's dumb to ask for an apology.

but maybe, just maybe, you could've told me everything.

so that I wouldn't feel this bad.

so that I could've realized that it was time to let go earlier.

I hate myself for still holding on. for holding onto something that you probably have already let go of.

it hurts.

but everything in the world hurts, anyways.