Sorry To Be a Big Disappoinment

Sorry To Be A Big Disappoinment. #4

None were making a move at that time except for Wooyoung that was sobbing softly with his hands wiping the tears away from his face. He couldn't stop it for some reason just because of his stupid love towards San made him loose his sane and get himself harmed just to be an omega was the scariest part of all. What can he do anyways? He just wants to be with San afterall.

Suddenly, he felt a pair of hands coming up to his face, cupping the wet cheeks and tilting his head up to make eye contact with San. It was suppose to be embarassing but what makes it different is how San was looking at him;

A soft smile that shows his cute dimples with his eyes almost close in sight.
It's like he's looking at Wooyoung with mix emotions in his eyes.

And all Wooyoung could see is love.

"You're perfect for who you are, Wooyoung." He pauses for a moment with his thumb brushing his cheeks, "And I don't think you have to change yourself just to get me to like you. I don't fall for your second gender,
I fall in love for Jung Wooyoung, his own personality and his heart."

Wooyoung bites on his lips, forming a straight line just as he's trying not to cry even more. How could that guy still like him for what he is now? How he pushed San away since their childhood days, how was he still able to keep on loving him?

"I love you, Jung Wooyoung. And I really want you to dig my words deep into your heart so you would know how much I don't want you to change yourself for me. I love you for who you are and there's nothing for you to modify yourself." San says in one breath, eyes still on the guy that got his eyes wide in shock.

"Y-You love me?" Wooyoung asks, "Even if I'm just a beta??" The question itself made the guy let out a few more tears streaming through his cheeks which San could feel by his hands on the guy's cheeks.

"I love you, Jung Wooyoung"

And that's when San leans in for a soft kiss on Wooyoung's lips.

The kiss had Wooyoung to go nuts over himself, how everything goes by so quickly he couldn't digest in his head over what's happening at the moment. Right now, his crush confesses to him and now kissing him, not to mention how San's rainforest scent is filling up the air. How soft are San's lips to be kissing him, how San's hands are cupping his soft and fluffy cheeks, how San's thumbs are rubbing at his cheekbones,

San this, San that.
He might die this instant.

It wasn't long enough for San to pull away, having the guy to breath out softly and staring deeply to Wooyoung that's lazily gazing at him, possibly he's already drunk by San's kiss.

"I love you" San says.

"Hmm..."

"I love you"

"Get it..."

"I love you"

"I know..."

"Jung Wooyoung"

"What..?" His voice appears clearly now once he found himself concious from the short kiss. Believing enough that San's kisses are contagious enough to get him drunk easily.

"I love you" San says again, only this time he is smiling with his teeth and hands going down to intertwined with Wooyoung's.

A spread of red blush appears on Wooyoung's cheeks which also gets the boy to let out a chuckle, "I know that, dummy. Don't have to repeat that"

"But I have to so you won't hurt yourself, Wooyoung" His lips formed into a pout, "I want to constantly remind you that I love you for who you are. Please don't change yourself just for me."

Wooyoung felt like he's talking to a sad kitty, eyes wide and big with galaxies in it as his lips were pouty it made his lips looks plump. Enough reason for Wooyoung to awed at the alpha with a laugh.

"Okay I won't, I'm not going to change myself!" Wooyoung says in between laughs as his hands wipes of the remaining tears on his face, "I won't change my second gender, okay?"

"Is that a promise?" San ask with head tilted to the side.

"A promise"

"Deal?"

"Deal"

"Cross your heart?"

Again, a laugh went out of Wooyoung, "What should I do to prove it to you then?"

In a complete silence San went to think for awhile just as Wooyoung tries to collect his pills and supplements that scattered around them.

"I want my Jung Wooyoung back!"

"Am I not Jung Wooyoung?" He raises a brow at San.

"My lively Jung Wooyoung. I need him beside and close me. I want him to be responsible for letting me feel guilty and lonely constantly back then."

"Okay, only that?" Wooyoung laughs lightly, but also a little guilt sparks in him when he realize that he have hurt the guy back then.

"Second, I want you to hand me all of your supplements so I can be positively sure that you're not continuing this stupid experiment!"

"Heyy!! It's not stupid!" Wooyoung frowns with his arms crossed, "I got a free life insurance from the government and a monthly reward from them. It's a good deal!"

"How long have you been taking their 'supplements'?" San frowns.

"Uhh- since we were in high school?"

"Still, no." Simply he says as his eyes were all serious on Wooyoung, "And cut the contract with them, you're not a lab rat!"

A sigh, Wooyoung yet comes to the agreement of stop himself from getting involved with the high risk experiment. If that could make San to believe him, he's willing to terminate the contract. "Is that all on your list, Mr Choi San?" He ask sarcastically with his eyes rolling to the side with a smile on his face.

San went quiet one more time, having his head rehearsing a few words that he wanted to tell Wooyoung but was too afraid it might leave them to being awkward with each other.

"Boyfriend..." he says in a soft tone.

"What?"

"Boyfriend", this time San makes himself loud and clear, "I want you to be my boyfriend!"

"Aren't I already your boyfriend?" Wooyoung asks when it's his turn to lean in towards San with a cocky smile. "I thought your kiss just now had made me to believe that I'm officially yours?"

"That was coming from me." San says, a brow raised with a smirk, knowing where this is going already, "How about you kiss me back and we can make it clear that we're mutual?"

"I love how it sounds, Sannie" Wooyoung says just as his arms wrapped around San's shoulder, having to crawl on top of him with his lips inches apart from San's.

Hearing his old nickname again made his heart flutter over how overwhelmed he has gone through to hear that name again. He might have to thank Seonghwa after this for recommending a 'talk' with Wooyoung and thank the universe for making Wooyoung to go mad over a little arrangement in their small trip.

If it weren't for those incidents,
He might not be able to kiss him at this moment.

The End.