I'm so afraid of nights....
Every single night I felt so lonely, so helpless, felt so down and understand there is really no one for me who truly care , who truly worries why can't I sleep every night. What happened to me that I'm not able to sleep every single night.
But I'm glad that I don't bother anyone because of my sleepless nights... Although by mistake I did but I tried my best not to...
I'm still feeling good when I'm all alone because I feel complete when I am by myself.
The reason of that is I still don't have anyone who can make me feel part of me, relax me, make me happy completely.
People started to hates me after awhile getting along with me.
Everyone , I don't know why?
That's why I am afraid of getting close by someone or talk much or make people to know me because I'm afraid of losing them and feeling of myself useless or incapable of anything.
People think I'm arrogant but the truth is I'm just afraid of anything and everything.....
