"Just trust me Ny I promise ian gon hurt you!"
"Promises get broken!"
"Not mines!" He pecked my lips
"You told me I can trust you don't lie I can really use it!" -Brent Faiyaz
I started this book cause I'm tired of my other books and need something...
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Da'Nyla Malaysia, 18
"You had fun?" Kartier asked
I nodded putting my bags down
"I'll be by later ight?" I nodded
"Words?" He pulled me in a hug and pecked my lips
"Ok" he pecked them a few more times
"See you"
"Later" I mumbled walking in the bathroom
I took and shower then laid down
Even since kartier gave me head I been insecure I don't know why but I kinda wanna fall back on him now
My phone dinged making me see who it is
(813) 550-1924 Did you enjoy your birthday trip? - Puppy
I blocked the number and rolled my eyes he's been texting me in different numbers these past few days
I called Kartier "he just asked if I enjoyed my trip!" I said
"Ight call somebody over to stay witchu I'm finna call somebody over too"
"Ight" I called Dejá "yes boo?"
"Can you come over?"
"Yea!"
I started crying cause I can't ever catch a break I try my hardest to be nice and positive just to get fucked over all the time
"Big baby" she called out knocking on my door
"Come in!" She came in the room and laid down next to me
"It gets better" she said
"Y'all keep saying that but it's not getting better it's getting worse I always take two steps forward to take one more back I'm tired of this!" I expressed
"Then I can't even let myself be happy cause I self sabotage and I'm thinking bout falling back on kartier and he ain't even do nothing I just don't want him to hurt me and think we're getting too close"
"Open up to him you can tell his intentions are pure he's really patient with you cause he knows you've been through just let him know what you went through so he can love you properly" she told me rubbing my awkward stage length hair
