The grey room / The Black And White.

Chapter 1 - Panic Attacks

*Your breathing starts to shake and your struggling to breath*

Nat, Nat, help me, help me please I cant breath... Help.

Nat helps you calm down and you eventually fall asleep on her lap. She moves you to your bed where a few hour later you start screaming and crying in you sleep. The Avengers run in to see if your okay and they try to wake you up but it doesn't work. So Wanda uses her powers to look in your mind, and she sees just some of what has happened to you. She realizes your trying to block her so she gets rid of the bad dream and puts you in a place of rest. Wanda just suddenly runs out the room crying and as the Avengers wonders what she saw. Pietro "Wanda's brother" runs after her but she locked the door. After that worried about Y/N and Wanda the Avengers all went to sleep for a good night's rest.

*The Next Day*

The whole team are just about the compound and you and Wanda are sat next to each other when Wanda gives you a concerned look, which is followed by a question. How do you deal with it all? I just saw a little bit of your past and I shut down and could'nt bear it. I've just learnt to deal with it, move on, but it stings. Then suddenly Tony calls a meeting after the meeting you see Sharon talking to the Avengers you don't mean to but you end up eavsdropping on their conversation.

Sharon: We should expose Y/N

Avengers: No Sharon that's mean

Sharon: What she's afraid to go out alone at night, She hates people getting drunk, she's so sensitive and she fakes panic attacks for attention.

Wanda and Nat: SHARON STOP!

*You walk in*
Y/N: Tell them all I know now.
Shout it from the rooftops.
Write it on the skylines.
All I had is gone now.

Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken. All my scars are open, Tell them what I hoped would be impossible... impossible.

*You run out crying*

Wanda: Y/N wait.

You run to your room and go straight into the bathroom and lock the door Wanda is banging on the door and screaming. LET ME IN! LET ME IN! LET ME IN Y/N!

Your sat there with a sharpened comb in your hand. About to cut when you hear Nat arrive they say there gonna knock down the door if you don't let them in. But you don't listen and you start to cut the you pass out on the floor due to blood loss. After they stop hearing crying Wanda bursts the door open with her powers. Then Nat and Wanda see you on the floor bleeding out and rush you to Bruce while the rest of the Avengers take care of Sharon.

Bruce looks you over and tells Nat, Wanda and Tony "Your Dad" that he needs to run a few more tests but just to rest for now. Then cleans your cuts. Nat, Tony and Wanda are by your side for when you wake up. Just as Nat and Tony go to get coffee you wake up. How are you Bubs? Good thanks Wanda, can I ask you something? Yeah sure anything Y/N. Do you think any less of me now you've seen my weak side? No of course not our weaknesses are what makes us stronger. Thanks Wanda.

You manage to get out of bed and walk to the living room space with the help of Wanda. All the Avengers see you, then run up to you and hug you. When they do you squeal in pain Wanda says back of your hurting her. Wanda it's okay but thank you. Hey everybody I'm going to go to my room now. A little while later you hear a knock on you door it's Wanda.

Hey Y/N, do wanna watch a movie? Yeah please Wands. It's the end of the movie and Wanda looks down and your asleep on her lap so she turns the tv of and falls asleep. You wake up the next morning like this.

You wake up and see Wanda staring at you. Hey Wands, Hey Bubs. Did you just call me Bubs? Y/N say with a cute expresion. Wanda's face goes red no? It's okay I like it. Anyway we should probably get up for breakfast said Y/N.