Guts-kamijirou

Despair

This takes place 4 hours after the last chapter enjoy

Kaminari POV

"God I'm a mess" I say as I'm sitting in front of my bed frame and have been crying as thoughts rush through my head is she ok?, it's all my fault, honestly I don't know what to believe, then I heard a knock on the door "who is it?" "It's me kirishima" after I heard that I went over to the door and opened it, "Jeez what happened I you?" He asks "nothing" I say but it's obvious I'm lying "I know your lying so give up trying" he said "ok fine I've been crying for like 4 hours and having suicidal thoughts" I said very bluntly "Ok let's get you outside" he says while bringing me to bakugo's room he knocks on the door and sero answers "hey sero I got kaminari" kirishima says while pointing at me "jeez what happened to you?" Sero says like the exact same way kirishima said it "it's a long story" then I saw Mina and bakugo in the room "hey" I say to Mina and bakugo then I started to feel nauseous and sad and angry I started to tear up then I thought about how I was probably never going to see jirou again then I started to feel heavy and my lungs felt heavy I started to breath heavy and they noticed and I heard Mina, sero, kirishima and even bakugo start to panic then I heard the voices in my head again your never gonna see her again, your worthless, it.. was... your... fault then everything went black I saw jirou and reached for her but I saw dabi grab her by the throat and disintegrate at this point even in my dreams it was hard to breath then I woke up in bakugo's room I immediately got up and everyone looked at me "what happened?" I say very confused "dude you had a big panic attack we were all worried, what did you see in your panic attack?" Kirishima says very curious "I saw jirou and how I w-was n-nev-er gonna see her a-again and t-telling m-me to k-kill m-myself" I was cut short by kirishima saying "man never cut yourself, never hurt yourself" "yeah!" I said doubtfully