another love

Part 2

!TW! language, slight NSFW, and slight abusive tendencies!

Keiji- I love you... I love you so fucking much

Y/n- Keiji-

Keiji- shit I'm sorry Y/n  I didn't mean to frighten you or make you uncomfortable

Y/n- It's okay Keiji it just surprised me that's all.

Y/n never knew Keiji felt this way about them and Y/n honestly didn't know how to react. One part of them wanted to kiss him back and the other was telling them to push him away. Y/n didn't listen to either they just walked away and sat on the roof of his car watching the stars. he soon joined them and kept the silence going. Y/n wanted to cry but they couldn't, what they meant by that is nothing came out. they didn't know why but nothing happened. It felt like hours had passed in a matter of seconds. Y/n spent my time analyzing what happened and what they saw. they wanted to give Kotaro the benefit of the doubt but no matter what position they put him in he was still in the wrong. Y/n felt a warm embrace. It was Keiji. they needed it so they hugged him back, suddenly Y/n felt a wave of emotions. they felt sadness, happiness, anger, and lust. In a sudden swoop, they kissed Keiji. Y/n didn't know if it was because they were sad or because they wanted that feeling I got from kissing Kotaro back.

Keiji- Y/n are you sure you want this?

Y/n- yes I am Keiji

Keiji-okay then

Keiji kissed them back but this kiss.. they've never felt this way with bokuto. this kiss was full of passion and emotions. Y/n didn't want it to stop so they kept kissing him. they wondered for a second if it was wrong. They thought about it and they guessed that they've always thought Keiji was attractive but were they really the type of person to get revenge? they soon realized what they were doing was wrong so Y/n  got up and asked Keiji to take them home. Y/n  didn't give him an explanation as they didn't even have one themselves. they wanted him to stay but they knew they are not capable of deciding that right now. He obliged and got in the car. they got to y/n's house in about 20 minutes or so.

Keiji-this is your stop darling

Y/n - Thank you Keiji.

Keiji- are you gonna be okay by yourself I don't mind staying?

Y/n - Ill be fine Keiji but I will message you in the morning.

Keiji- okay love see you later.

Y/n gave him the closest thing they could to a smile and stepped out of his car. they shut the door and made their way into their house. Y/n  was so tired they went straight upstairs and into their bedroom. Y/n  plopped down on their bed and stared at their ceiling for a while. Y/n had wondered if they had done anything wrong or if they simply weren't good enough for him. Y/n felt the tears come back and they couldn't stop themselves. they cried into their pillow for hours. the thought about messaging Keiji came up but they decided against it as they knew they needed to be strong and do this by themselves. they wanted to see what bokuto had said over the course of the hours Keiji had blocked him. They  unblocked him on messages just to see what he had said

owlboy<3

7:10- Baby please answer I'm sorry she meant nothing to me

7:15-answer your calls.

7:17-Y/n  pick up your damn phone!

7:20- Y/n .. fuck I'm sorry just please let me explain. I just felt trapped I mean you can get clingy and you need a lot of reassurance and it gets old pretty fast. I should've just talked to you about it I'm so sorry please forgive me.