Missing Pieces

Chapter One

3 weeks later...

It's been 3 weeks since I've had Ada, it hasn't been easy I wish my birth mother was here to help me with her granddaughter but with all the help I've had with Ada from Susan and Joshua it's been amazing, I'm brought back from my thought's when I hear Ada screaming her lungs out, every morning it's been like this, she isn't settled here and I'm wondering if it's because of Kimberley. I walk over to her cot and pick her up into my loving arms.

"Morning my baby, gosh you look so much like your nan, but you sure have got your dads dimples"kissing her head, I hear foots steps coming from the hallway I look up and see Susan.

"Good morning Kacey, how's Ada?" Looking up at Susan then back at Ada I just sit at the end of my bed and smile.

"Ada is doing just fine" feeding Ada with my breast, I've been think about maybe telling Susan about wanting to travel to the UK and seeing my mother, I've tracked her down from some contacts I have in the UK. I think it's time to talk to her. Ada has just fallen asleep in my arms, putting her back in her cot after bringing her wind up, I look up at Susan and smile

"I need to talk to you down stairs"

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Sitting on the couch I have no idea but some reason I'm nervous to talk to Susan, my mind is going everywhere what will she say? How am I going to tell her, she said she would support me but I'm scared how she will reacted and feel. Will she feel unloved? Gosh never thought this was so hard.

"Here's your cuppa darling, now what is you wanted to talk about?" the look on her face I think she has a fear idea of what I'm about to tell her.

"I never thought this would be so hard, just thinking about it, I don't know how to tell you, I've been thinking very hard, I want to see my birth mother" The look on her face wasn't what I was expecting, saying the last part was hard, but I'm glad I got it out there.

"I'm glad you finally told me, I've been waiting for you to say that, what about Ada?"

"Well I've decided I'm going to take her with me, I've sorted everything out, I've saved some money from my job, over $5,000.00 which has paid for Ada's emergency passport, which arrives tomorrow, and all I need to do is book our tickets which I will be leaving on Monday next week. But I will be back." I couldn't help but smile, Susan just gave me a big hug, I couldn't help but cry, 16 years without my birth mother, it's finally all coming together, that one thing that's been missing from my heart is thousands of miles away.