Did you love me before?

Cap.1

What does it mean today to be normal?  My mother always tells me that hers were her most beautiful years, but I believe that every person in this world is inclined to exalt everything she has, what she has done and what she has lived.  But because when I walk everyone mistakes me for a twelve year old, I don't understand if they do it on purpose since I live in a small village, everyone knows everyone, whoever says no is lying;  if I had to describe this place, I would not find words escape sooner rather than later, it is not that I do not like it but here practically everyone is doing the facts of others, it even seems that some forget to live their own life.

Mom: Clara, did you come back when you heard the door?

Me: great as usual, yes mom I'm back.

Mom: help me then I can't ...

Me: wait, look this way

Mom: where have you been

Me: ah I went for a ride

In reality I went to look for a job because I am almost 16 years old, soon I will go to the University in short, I am a girl who leaves nothing behind, I want to be independent and not weigh too much on my family.

Mom: they are calling you do you not answer?

Me: ah yes, hello

Alex: Clara but where are you you promised me you would come from what you do

Me: yes the hell I had forgotten I got caught by one thing eh ...

If you are asking us who Alex is obviously my best friend, the only one who didn't make fun of me when you were little, he has a really golden soul I don't know how he always forgives me everything, since he was a child he has always been full of girls, maybe that's why I'm happy he's gay, I'm the only girl he wants to be, sometimes I feel honored, he always defends me, when we were little we made a promise whatever happened we would never be separated.

Me: yes Alex, now you arrive I understand, yes they do not bid you now I will come, even if I do not yet know who has had this stupid idea of ​​the reunion.

Alex: Remember it was Chase who came up with the idea

Me: granted it was him, but I just don't understand this thing of meeting up again, you get to the end, finally school is over you will no longer see the usual faces that if they are on your dick you want even more not to see them again, instead you do not get facts of the others it has now become a profession.
While Alex and I enter it is as if time has stopped, and as a child even now I feel all the looks on us, just like at that time I know that things have not changed, they had not even seen the president, you can hear him all especially on Jace, wait he's looking back at me, but what does he do because he's staring at me so intently.

Alex: Don't care about their faces and judgments

If it were so easy, but now I'm no longer an insecure child think about what they want I'm here only for education and nothing else.

Samanta: hi Alex, but look at how you have become you haven't changed one iota beautiful you were beautiful you stayed.

Me: ah I'm Clara