"No, she said she was feeling a little sick so I told her to sleep" I shrug as I sit down at the table in Georgia's house. Harry and his mother nod as Gemma looks at me.
"Why? She needs to eat. She is-"
"Eating for two. I know and she will eat when she is awake again" I cut Gem off. Gem raises her eye brows at me, before digging in to her lunch. I sigh, why am I so stressed? I got enough sleep. It can't be the jetlag because we didn't go on a plane to get here..
Maybe I don't want to leave Georgia along for a couple of months...
It is the only way this could work really. She won't be able to fly to places soon so she'll have to stay in one place. I just hope we find a place that Georgia will love. If it isn't what she loves, we won't buy it. Simple. I don't want Georgia to feel awkward and uncomfortable.
Everyone is silent as we eat. Gemma hasn't once spoken about Georgia eating again. Harry talked to his sister and mum about the tour, me only commenting when I felt like. I finish my plate, standing up and taking my plate to the sink. I place it in the sink, flling a plate up for Georgia. I take the plate up to Georgia's room. I open the door slowly, peeking in. Georgia is still asleep. I sigh as I go over to her desk, placing the plate on before I sit down at the chair. I look at her desk, photos of her and her family, friends. I smile as I look at her goofing around with her friends. I see a book peeking out under a pile of magazines. I can only read the end of it which says, nal. Is it her Journal?
I reach forward but stop myself. I won't read a girls journal. I shouldn't.. But I want to. I reach forward and pull it out quietly. I flip it open to a random page.
Friday, 20 November
Dear Diary, it's been about a week since Michael and I have broke up. I don't even know if we did.. I miss him so much. I've tried so hard to stop crying. I know dad hears me.
I need him.. I feel so empty without him. It hurts so much. I try to call him... But I always hang up before he answers. I'm not sure if I want to hear his voice again or not.
But I met someone new today. His name is Noah. He's a pretty cool guy. I go to school with him now. He's shown me around so I won't get lost. He has a brother who plays soccer.. We sit and watch his brother play sometimes.
Noah is a great guy. He gets my mind off everything that's happened. But at the end of the day...
I still miss him. I miss him so much
She tried calling me? God, if I had known I would have called her back right away. I could have texted her. I would have found a way to see her right away.
"Michael?" I jump, putting the journal back on the desk.
"Yeah?" I turn around.
"What are you doing?" Pictures. There were pictures on the desk.
"I uh- I was trying to look at those pictures" I bring a hand up and run the back of my neck.
"Oh, well come back to bed?" Georgia asks through the dark. I sigh in relief and walk over ot the bed. I pull back the covers and lie down, my arm going around Georgia's waist. "I love you" I mumble.
"I love you too" Georgia whispers back.
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"So what house do you like?" Georgia asks, sitting down beside me on her couch.
"I'm not sure. I mean, they are all nice. But do you like them? You are going to be spending more time there than I probably will" I mumble the last part. I hate saying that. I hate spending time away from Georgia. It sucks.
"I like that one" Gerogia says after a moments silence pointing to the laptop screen. I smile. It's not too small and it looks like there are heaps of room for out kid to run around. I like the look of the place.
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"What's wrong?" I frown noticing Georgia just laying on the couch with an arm over her eyes. Just the way she is lying just looks like she is upset. It's weird how I know, but I just do.
"I don't feel well" She mumbles. I frown.
"Do you want me to get anything?" I step forward towards her.
"I just want to sleep" I smile before walking over to her.
"Want me to carry you to the bedroom?" I ask. She nods. I chuckle, leaning down and picking her up bridle style. Georgia lays her head on my shoulder as her arms snake around my neck. "Now are you going to sleep in what your wearing or pjs?" I ask even though she is wearing sweats and one of my t shirts.
"No, I'll stay in this" I nod, opening her door and laying her on the bed. As I turn to leave she grabs onto my arm.
"Don't go"
I smile. "I was only going to get a glass of water. I'll be right back, I promise" Georgia nods, letting go of my hand and I make my way to the kitchen.
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"Come on, let's just go out!" Georgia says.
"Just a couple of hours ago, you did not want to leave this bed" I chuckle, "now look at you" Georgia shrugs and just stands there smiling at me. I sigh, putting my laptop beside me shutting it. Georgia's smile widens and I roll my eyes at her. "Why do you even want to go shopping?"
"Baby stuff and if we are going to be buying a new house, we will need like pillows and stuff like that" Georgia shrugs. "Before it's too late" She places a hand on her stomach.
"Get your stuff" I chuckle shaking my head, putting my shoes on as Georgia sits beside me doing the same. I stand up, getting my phone whilst Georgia gets her wallet and phone. I grab her hand, "come on"
We walk down the stairs and Georgia calls out to her mum. "Mum! Michael and I are going out. We will be back later!"
"Can I come?" Harry pops his head from the kitchen. I sigh and Georgia nods. Harry grins and we all get into his car. I sit in the back as Georgia and Harry talk nonsense.
When we get to the shopping centres, Georgia drags me off to a men's clothes shop. I didn't hear her saying anything about Harry wanting new clothes. Georgia pulls me close and whispers, "if you only have two pairs of jeans with a baby who will most likely throw up all over you, they will be ruined" I chuckle, nodding in agreement.
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I walk out of the changing room, arms pulled with jeans. I turn to glare at Georgia puts fails as I look at her. She is beautiful, I can't be mad at her ever. I know everything is happening fast for her, so fast, yet here she is caring about my needs instead of hers first. I pull a small smile as she looks my way. Georgia pulls her phone out and aims it at me.
"Did you just take a photo of me?" I ask. Georgia nods, giggling. I roll my eyes walking over to the siblings.
"Come on, let's finish shopping before I get tired" Georgia rolls her eyes getting up with Harry following us as we head to the checkout.
