16 year old Jess goes to LA with her best friend and meets Josh Richards. They eventually fall in love and he ends up breaking her heart and Jess gets really depressed and suicidal.
‼️suicide attempts, Self Harm, Eating disorder, underage drinking...
I'm out of the hospital now and I'm at Jadens house until I can get my apartment ready but I don't really want to leave Jaden.
Jaden: Baby what do you want to eat
Jess: I'm not hungry I just want to cuddle
Jaden: Okay you have that photo shoot today you don't have to do if you don't want to
Jess: No I do want to
Jaden: Okay
After having a 2 hour nap, I get dressed and go into my car with my manager. We are starting this podcast that will go on my Instagram and it's going to be filmed in my car.
Jess: Hey guys welcome to this podcast thing, today I'm going to be telling you about all of my tattoos and the backstory.
So that is my first tattoo it says heavy soul, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking I found it on Pinterest and thought it was cute. I don't know what it means but I do feel like I have a heavy sole like I carry a lot of baggage with me
So then I got 11:11 the angel number I see it all the time and it's also the time I was born.
The angel on my arm for my mom, how she is always there for me and that she's always making sure I'm going the right things.
The butterflies going up my arm is for change because I am changing for the bester and for the worst but I'm going to get more soon anyway.
Now um the butterfly on my left hand is about my attempt I know it seems stupid but it means something to me, I was dead for literally 2 minutes and some how I'm alive. Not going to lie I really do wish it worked but you know we can't always get what me want right.
I have now got ropes around my wrists both of them. As you guys might know I was kidnapped for 2 months and I had ropes around my wrists so I got them tattooed on me.
I have this quote that reminds me of my mom and my mom has one of me in the same Font and same place
This one is marching with Jaden it's when LA DI DIE came out and when we were both first on the radio and it's always the day I got kidnapped.
But anyway that's the end I'm going for a photoshoot right now I'll see you in like a week.
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