Jocks and Cocks

Dream

Warnings for this chapter: 

-sexual content -prescription drug abuse: if any of this triggers you please stop reading now. 

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- anyway. 

"Hey Vince, wanna have some fun?" cole asked in a seductive tone while slowly rubbing his hand up and down vincents thigh getting closer and closer to his crotch. Vincent is already being turned on by his best friend's tone. 

"Cole this is so wrong," Vince says trying to get his best friend to stop even though he didn't want him to. 

"That Bonner says otherwise," he says pressing his hand on his friend's rising crotch "also I know this is wrong, that what makes it hot," he says as he starts rubbing his hand on the other boy now fully hard crotch. kissing the smaller boys kneck leaving little hickeys. 

"Cole it's late," he says in his best attempt to suppress his moans 

"so..?" he asks as he moves the younger boy's laptop to the floor after shutting it off. then he removes his shirt and the younger ones, picks him up, and throws him on the bed in the middle of the room. 

"cole stop please," he says in an attempt to quiet his moans for the boy on top of him had his hand shoved down his pants and rubbing the hem of his boxers. yet the minute cole had heard the word stop he looked up and didn't see s small terrified boy he once knew he saw the boy he loved being pressured, so he continued his motions. 

"m-my parents.. they- they'll hear. ple-ase cole," he paused to see his lover looking up at him terrified, worried about the boy below him. "cole, I need you to stop" he calmed himself having tears in his eyes. He and Cole had done it before and both enjoyed it and cole had known what had happened to him, what almost happened to the both of them. cole got up quickly and grabbed both their shirts and put his on, going into the closet and grabbing two pairs of shorts for them to wear to bed. after potting his on he walked, slowly, over to his boyfriend, his sitting on the bed, knees to his chest, shaking boyfriend. 

"Hey.. hey.. what's going on? you haven't freaked out like that in a while, are you okay?" scale asked as approaching his boyfriend who as he got closer to he could now see he was laughing with tears in his eyes. cole was baffled by what was happening he had never seen this the entire time they've known each other. 

"yeah I'm fine, I'm fine, just some days are harder than others and I'm tired and invited you over not for sex but for comfort although the sex is great," he said stretching out the 'great' so it sounded like a moan. He really did love the sex between them and was horney but would rather get some sleep after doing all the school work because of course, he didn't do it until the last minute, and in order to have cole over he had to get it all done. also, his parents wouldn't be home tomorrow and gon until Sunday night so, a good night's sleep tonight equals no sleep tomorrow night. 

"so.... you just wanna sleep?" 

"yes, cole. you do know you're better than just being used for sex" 

"but everyone else-"

"Everyone knows the asshole, sex addict womanizer act you put on for school" 

"yeah but I'm still an ass no matter what." 

"no your not. stop thinking so low of yourself. those people at school don't know the beautiful, kind, loving boy that I've grown to know and love dearly" 

"your gonna make me cry boy, come here," cole said grabbing the throw blanket from the bottom of the bed and pulling the smaller boy into his chest who then nuzzled into the nape of his neck and started to doze off but not before mumbling three little words 

"love you, cole" even though it was light cole heard it and cooed, started to rub the other boys' head. 

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cole was awoken by the blaring sound of his alarm. 

he looked, it was 4:00 am these dreams had been happening profusely, he wishes they had stopped because he didn't like his best friend that way but he was always awoken at the same time every morning by an alarm he set after the first dream. the dream is always relatively the same always some type of sexual activity between the two and Vince wanting to stop because of something dream cole knew but real cole didn't. he wished he knew what it meant and knew how to stop it because it started to freak him out, he's had to fuck so many girls to keep everything straight in his mind, but he can't help but wonders if there was anything wrong with the boy he's known since childhood. 

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Vince on the other hand was freaking out after having the exact same dream and waking up at the exact same time. pacing around his room with tears in his eyes terrified about what he believes this dream is and why it is been happening. 

when cole and vincent were freshmen, their baseball coach had taken a keen liking to them and always talked to them after practices and games. but he had more so taken a liking in Vince than cole, maybe because he was tinnier, didn't have as many girls come to the games, maybe because he was weaker than cole but coach definitely liked vincent better. he had always asked cole to stay with him after a game or practice, but when the two were in a fight, Cole left the locker room and left the coach alone with vincent, scared, small vincent. the coach took his opportunity and raped vincent for the first time. this continued into the two junior year, then he was fired. Cole never knew but was most likely caught on to the fact anytime vincent was touched by a male he would flinch, but he had never asked. his parents knew and put him in therapy and got him meds to help with his depression, anxiety, and shit but made sure no one ever knew what happened to their son. They also made sure that when Vince was in recovery that everyone thought he was with his grandma on vacation for two months in kanoon. no one ever asked no one ever knew. 

after reliving the time with his former coach he had a slight panic attack and needed his meds, he looked in the draw whee he kept them and took 4 of the little pills, on the bottom is says to only take two when feeling anxious but since always took more, it's not like anything was wrong with it though. 

Vince knew he was gay for a long time since he was a little boy, middle school maybe. The only person to know his dirty, dirty little secret was his therapist, but what she didn't know was that he was slowly catching feelings for his long time best friend. 

"shit," he said to himself before taking his sleeping pills. 

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Pov: the only people who read this were the ones I sent it too lol. 

also THIS IS MADE UP I SWEAR! *;) ;)*