Its gucking 2 something am and I'm crying
Yaayyy
Can someone tell me why dads stop loving there daughters after/during puberty like I used to be his "princess"and shit when was like 9 and under but when I hit puberty he just stopped paying attention to me and it fucking sucks having to deal with all this fuvking pain and having to stop myself from killing myself. But all he does Is completely Ignore me
The other day he said I have to make everything about myself all bc I was crying about being sick and tired of being invisible to him
I don't think he realizes that hes the reason why I want yo kill myself I shouldn't have to feel like i have to be the perfect daughter it's so unfair that my little sister gets all of his attention and what feels like his love yes she may be 4 but still and ow that my mom is pregnant I. Feel like he may just completely forget me bc how he is now with my sister I can only Imagine what he'd be like with my brother that's on the way
