Amilya, What If?

chapter four

**Amilya's P.O.V**

As i read Blaine's text my mind starts to race. I stay in the bathroom for a little longer to try to calm myself. Once im calm i text Blaine back.
-- yeah sure meet me outside.
I take one last deep breath and walk out i glance over to our booth Blaine and i make eye contact. He gets up and follows me to my truck. I reach my truck and pop down the tailgate and jump up on it. Blain follows me.
"We cant be out here long. They'll start to wonder." I say looking up at the Window where our friends sit. "Curtis doesnt know anything and i want to keep it like that "
Blaine just looks down at his hands "then can we talk when we can be alone?"
"Yes. Just text me when and we can" i say and jump off the tailgate and walk back inside.
"Hey what were you guys doing?" Alex asked when i come back in
"Uh... um.. Blaine asked me to help him with some paper work like numbers and stuff" yeah that sounds fine i say to myself i look at everyone at the table they are all looking at me weird "what?" They all just shake their head and shrug. Well okay then.
Once we al finish with our ice cream i drive us all home. I cannot wait to go to bed. I am so tired! This has been a long day.
Three days later.
Its been three days since we all went out for ice cream. Blaine texted me the next day asking to talk today. Since it was a half day at school i agreed.
When i got home from school i park in the garage and walk inside. As soon as i get inside i hear a familiar like giggly scream. It sounded like it came from the kitchen as i gotcloser to the kitchen my heart started to race
"Aeribella?" I call out as i turn into tje kitchen only to find Alex standing in front of my laptop "hey what are you-" once i see what Alex is watching my heart saddens. He's watching the video i sent him from France last month
Alex looks at me with sad eyes "Milya i miss them... so much" i pull him into a hug
"I know bubby i do too. Just a couple more months and they'll be here"
"I wish they were here now. But i know you want to finish school and have a house ready." Alex says. "Oh by the way im going to look at a piece of land in a few. I think this one might be the one. Its about a half hour away from here wanna come?"
"I would but Blaine want to talk so we are gonna go probably to the park outside of town to talk like every other time"
" Amilya you have to give the guy a chance. I mean come on you guys has two amazing little ones together. Yeah it might not be how you wanted it or how anyone want it but that doesnt change the fact that you guys have them." I just look away from Alex looking at the picture of my two beautiful babies on my laptop screen "just think about it Milya. I gotta go. I want you to stop by the land while your with Blaine. I'll text you the address. See you later. Love ya!" And with that Alex left.