chapter eighteen

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three months later ...

"no i'm telling you it's going to be fun! trust me, it's like reliving high school and having that excitement about prom or homecoming. we have to go!" kalynn said trying to convince weston and i to go to this eighteen and over dance that she heard about the other day.

it's been about three months since i broke whatever i had going on with weston and i say things have been going pretty good. weston seems to be over the entire situation which is good. i've been doing great, i feel much better and confident then i've ever felt before. weston and i talk like normal but there's still that thing that we can't get over, i don't think it's going to ever be completely normal again and it pains me to know that's how it's always gonna be now.

"you know what i'm down, weston?" i said finally giving in to kalynn's begging. he groaned, "fine we can go," kalynn clapped her hands with a smile. "the dance is tomorrow night at 8pm! i cant wait, i'm already so excited!" she said smiling walking over to the couch.

"i'm going to my room, peace," i said with a smile and rushed upstairs laying in bed peacefully and mindlessly scrolling through tiktoks until my phone vibrated with a text from kalynn.

kalynn koury

meet me in my room now !!

i was suspicious but nonetheless i got up from my comfortable, warm bed and walked down the hall to kalynn's room. she was sat on her bed with a smile on her face and i sat across from her. "what's up?" she sat up straighter.

"okay, are you planning on getting back together with weston? random question i know but like i wanna know," she said and i laughed slightly. she was correct, very very random question.

"i don't know, it looks like he's moved on and is over the situation so i'm not going to have him go back into the past and stuff. if there's a moment where i know that it's meant to be i'll know but i'm not going to try hard," i explained in the best way possible and she nodded.

"whatever you gotta do ror," she hugged me. "now you can go back to your room and scroll through tiktoks for hours, i'll see you at dinner."

"you know me to well kalynn," we laughed and i walked back to my room. instead of going in tiktok i turned music on and decided to play the sims 4 since it's been a good couple of months since i've last played.

i laughed at the most recent family i had saved. it was a family weston and i made while on facetime. it was the night we found out i was moving to texas with them, we spent hours laughing and making weird people in the sims.

i took a snapchat of it and captioned it "remember this? the dreamys" i laughed at the stupid name we picked for the family as i sent the snapchat to weston.

a few seconds later i got a snapchat back from weston and it was a photo of a minecraft world we made together over six years ago. the photo captioned "r we synced or something?!?! i was gonna send you our old minecraft world i found, brb omw to ur room" i laughed and waited for him to join me in my room.

not that long after there was weston walking into my room and sitting next to me on the bed. "yo, we're playing that sims world cmon girl, the dreamys wait for us," i laughed at him and pressed play on the world.

we spent hours playing on the world until it was midnight, "weston it's late we have to go to sleep for the dance tomorrow, don't worry we can play again the dreamys wait for us," he quietly laughed while slightly shaking his head, my favorite laugh of his. "the dreamys wait for no one!" he said and i giggled and he looked at me with one of the purest looks i've ever seen on his face. he was smiling slightly a real smile, one i haven't seen in a long time.

"i missed you a lot you know? i know we still talk it just hasn't been the same, tonight it felt like old times. it was nice," he quietly said. "me too, wes. we should do things like this more often," he nodded. we kept eye contact for a long time until he pulled me into a hug, i think he needed this hug a lot more than i did because he held me right like he was afraid i would let go.

"goodnight sleep well," he whispered as he pulled away and got out of my bed. he went to his room and i laid down thinking about what just happened. i had missed moments like those, we haven't had one like that since we broke off our thing. maybe i was ready for a relationship, something real with weston. was he ready though?

do i wanna take the risk of asking him or do i just let myself fall for him harder and risk him moving on to someone else?

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YOO it's been a while. it's been a crazy ass couple weeks but hopefully i'll get back into writing LOVE U

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