Let the Right One In

Chapter 4

Chapter 4: The Other Side

I breath, all the air on my lungs as I possibly can do. Men, I'm hella' nervous! And take note, it's not normal anymore.

I'm hands are slightly shaking. And a moist from it are already visible. It's a sign that I'm really freaking nervous. I can evel feel it.

I touch my palm, with the other one. Rubbing it, silently. Tryin' to ease the trembling feeling inside me. Seems like my heart, really wants to get out and get rid of me already.

It's not really good. Based on, Noire's story about the history and current situation of their tribe, their leaders are surely, cruel.

I don't think, it's the right word to describe those bugs. Bugs are really anywhere. From my past life, and now. They're maybe made to suffer or more.

I'm kinda, scared. I'm a newcomer of their tribe, of Palace maybe. I don't really know anymore. All new things really confused the hell out of me!

Noire said, that their tribe have different types of lives. The noble and fortunate who have all the privilege and the whole good things on their hands.

While the others are the unfortunate and poor ones. Who barely experience the real meaning of life, maybe once or twice, or worst never.

They are born, to serve and be slave of those scumbags, who really think that they are the 'great ones'.

Even their way of living is being controlled by the bugs. They can't even express their real emotions towards the person they passionately love. Cruel isn't?

The feeling of being prohibited, to love and show your affection towards the love of your life. Loving someone is already a sin in the Tribe of Picaresque.

They are prisoners, of their own people and leaders. Why can't they just live equally, right? It will be more amazing and fruitful.

Power and wealth, can really change one's personality. Outside or even inside of it. They eat by their own ambition. Greed ambitions.

I'm really wondering, how could they get sleep? After all the bad things they've done to their own kind, are they still consider as human?

Uh! It really hits me hard! My mind, it's all twisted and vane. I need to help those unfortunate, so that they can finally experience the beauty of being alive.

But how? I don't have any powers or what to defeat those bugs. They're so much powerful than me. I only have myself. I can't defeat them by just only me who's fighting for it.

I really need to think a way, a way on how can I change their way of living, their awful and unrighteous laws. On how they treat those same kind as them.

Dulcenea, do all the things that you can possibly do. No matter it takes, you need to make any change. Even it's really small and even see. Go, and save those people from the demons who's caging them from their own freedom!

Nevertheless, for now I still need to know what is the truth behind those giant walls and gates full of armed guards or soldier perhaps.

In any minute by now, we're really taking ourselves to the lions den. No need to be afraid that much, I'm with mister Noire, remember? I think he's not gonna let those guards harm me. Just maybe.

Even if he's a perfect stranger to me, I still believe that he won't let any bad things happen to me. Just this once, let myself trust others. Let's just pray that Noire will protect me. But don't hope. Atleast, no hope's less pain.

As I roam my eyes around, my heart suddenly skip it's beat. Picaresque is big but my description, didn't even reach the half of it's actual big as it is.