My daddy's Master

chapter twelve

~Vivian~

What the actual fuck happened. I ask myself as I pace the small space of my room. He commanded me and I just nodded like the Kitten i am.

Damn hate that pet name. Who are you trying to fool? The stupid voice in my head said. Damn voice.

I took a deep breath to calm my nerves. I really didn't understand what was happening to me but some sick part of me  actually wanted it to happen.I wanted to go out with Duncan.

Be the subject of his beautiful menacing eyes. He really is  gorgeous. I needed to stop pacing before I dug a hole on my floor.

I stomped my way to my tiny closet and quickly searched for something to wear. Nothing. I had nothing fancy enough.

Who are you trying to impress. The annoying voice in my head screamed. Shut the fuck up. I yelled back.

I'm losing my mind. I sat on the floor and stared at my clothes. Disappointed. It hit me then. I don't have fancy clothes or a job.

The first tear slowly tracked down my cheek. The the ones after it quickly followed.

I won't have enough money to pay for my rent next week. Or buy food. Or anything. I'll be a homeless orphan.

I head loud banging on my bedroom door. Did he hear me? I quickly wiped my tears as clean as I can and plastered a sequin smile. My steps to the door felt heavy.

I opened the door to a not expressed Duncan. " Why aren't you dressed yet?" He asked. I refused to open my mouth. I just stared at him.

" I asked you a question, Vivian," he arched a perfectly shaped brow.  I couldn't stand the way he was looking at me.

Suddenly,he was slowly coming closer. His hand caressed my cheek. "Why are you crying baby girl?" He asked.

My own hand made its way to my cheek to investigate. The evidence was there,my cheeks were wet and getting wetter.

"Tell me what's wrong, Vivian," he said cupping both my wet cheeks. Before I knew what I was doing,my lips were on his.

And... I myself falling. I landed on the floor with a loud thud. I didn't have the energy to get up due to the pain I was feeling.

Duncan... Duncan pushed me. He actually pushed me. Why did he push me? I was so confused.  I tried getting up but my head hurt too much to move it a lot.

Without saying a word...he left