Your love

3

"Me? uh y-yeah your drunk I'm going to leave... enjoy your night" I say to Zayn watching his eyes become a deep chestnut brown

"Why? so you can leave before you love me?" he whispers in my ear and our bodies now so close you would think paper couldn't fit through us.

"N-no I mean Yes .. um no..?" I stutter through feeling his warm breath move across my neck

"What's with the stutter? you don't like it when I do this" he says leaving small kisses on my neck

"Zayn..p-please" I say trying to make little to no noise

"Please what babe?" he says now caressing the sides of my body; I could feel his lips slightly touch my cheek making me become redder than I knew was possible

"Z-zee you don't know what your doing; you need to lay down" I say try to hide the developing tent in my pants

"If I didn't know what I was doing would I do this?" he says smashing his lips on to mine and I naturally kiss back before opening my mouth to give him access.

We slowly make our way to the bed with me straddling him slowly rocking back in forth; we were enjoying the feeling so much that neither of us heard the door open over our soft moans

"STYLES YOU IN HERE- oh shit... my bad dude... ill just leave you and whoever I guess.. uh bye" he says rushing out.

Shit he seen us; deep down he knows and I know he knows. What am I going to do; what am I going to say.

Rushing out the room I go to find Dylan getting way to cozy for my liking with one of the pretty blond juniors "Hey dude can we go" I say hoping to catch his attention

"Haz my man how's it been its been ages since I've seen you-" that's all he could get through before I yanked him off the coach moving towards the door since he is obviously to drunk to comprehend anything

"Dylan are you serious you cant just go making out with just anyone that's not okay" I say in a frustrated tone not understanding why I was so mad

"Chill out styles I don't get why your so upset its not like I'm your boyfriend or anything" he says chuckling a little and that pulled a string at my heart

"I-I never said you w-were I was just worried because anything could have happened"

He then smirks "Ah you were worried about me were you? don't worry baby you have nothing to worry about I'm not attracted to anything that bleeds a whole week straight and survives"

I laugh at his joke and go in to his embrace feeling his warm body take over mine.

"Hey styles?" I hear

"Yeah?"

"I think I may love you" I cant do anything but smile but I say back "I think I may love you too" I say before looking up to see Zayn watching from the porch and I thought I saw a wave of sadness go over him but maybe I'm just seeing stuff; it wouldn't be the first time.

Zayn pov

I can barely pull myself out of bed after what just happened this weekend. first I go from having the best night with my first ever love since 2nd grade to watching them tell another person they love them and its feels like things are only going to get worst if i go into school today but who knows maybe i can avoid the whole thing and finally put this silly crush behind me since that's all it is.

SCHOOL 8:55am

I walk into class right before it starts to see styles and that new guy I forgot his name making googly eyes at each other and that right there put me in a pissy mood so I shuffle to my desk past everyone and take my usual seat next to harry but remembering what I saw causes me to snap the pencil that was in my hand and get slightly more mad "Mr. Mason can I please go and get some water?" i ask kindly trying to control my anger knowing everyone in the class is now staring at me

"Yes Malik but first let me give you your assigned partner for the upcoming poetry project- you will be working with Mr. Styles" and right about there I lost it

"All do respect but I wont be working with him nor do I want to you know what? I think it would be better if he and the kid in the back worked together since they just get each other so much" I say before walking out the room causing harry to look at me surprised not that i care im done letting him treat me just anyway i wont have it.

Not long before I can get down the hall I hear someone calling my name and I turn around to see its harry walking fast down the hall towards me

"What the hell was that in there and what is your problem with me?" he says looking mad as ever; its kind of cute but im to mad to think about that right now

"Do you really need to ask me that styles huh really" I say scoffing

"Quite obviously I do since you want to act like a jack ass when all I wanted to do was get to know you" he says setting me off as I move closer to him in the empty hall

"Know me? really? I find that very hard to believe when one moment your all over me, kissing on me and the next your telling some douchebag you love him or did you forget already because it was not that long ago." I say holding back the tears threatening to fall

"U-um t-that does not matter it was just a drunk kiss you didn't know what you where doing maybe if you would let someone fix some of the broken pieces of you then you wouldn't be such a asshole" he pauses after hearing what he said but before he could respond I say

"Like who? you? YOU CANT FIX ME! I'm not something that needs to be fixed cant you see that I'm not one of your lab experiments!" I say now yelling "you just don't get it because you cant, you don't know what it feels like to know the person you love loves not you but someone else and I hope that haunts you for the rest of you life styles and I mean it" I continue walking back to class leaving him to stand there.

"Thank you for joining the class Malik your welcome to work alone in the project as long as you complete it on time like everyone else" The teacher says while I go to my desk in put my head down.