Well friday 13th... More like worst day of my life!
First my english presentation was a piece of shit! Second I find out that my phone has a huge crack on the screen! And third, and probably the head of the monster : Chemistry test!
Well it's friday 13th, it should speak for it self... And the rest of the day was the normal... Like all my life! Nothing exciting ever happens and I'm starting to get bored! I thought about starting to smoke, to turn myself into a badass, but that goes against my principals. See when I was about 5 years old both my mum and my dad smoked, and I hated it! My dad stoped smoking because he had been through an operation in his vocal cords. But my mum continued until i wrote her, with the help of my grandma, a Christmas letter asking her to stop. And she did! Until about a year ago when she started to go out with her "friends" from work and started "smoking one or two just for fun! Don't worry Alexa I won't get addicted again".
Yeah right...
Oh well... Smoking no! It's not gonna work. It would be a waste of money and I need my money!
I also thought about going out more. Since I'm already 18 I can legally drink and people say that drinking makes it all more fun but... there's always a but... My friends don't help. They don't like going out to clubs and dance and drink. They prefer staying at home with their lazy ass butts on the couch in from of a TV or a computer. I don't blame them. I like that too but I'm just tired of the same routine everyday! Go to school get home go to bed. Every single day! And I hate it!
It feels stupid saying that I don't like my life. That are millions of people all around the world that would kill to have a normal life like mine. But I just feel empty... I need emotion in my life. I need to have fun because you know you only live once and life is just two days and one of them you spend sleeping. I mean I do go out with my friends but it's always to go see a movie at the cinema... I would like to go to concerts, go to festivals, have a pijama party, rob a bank I don't care and just need some emotion in my life!
Even though I would like to change my life and become someone that I am not I can't. This will always be my life and I'll have to deal with it and learn to have fun with the small chances I have.
It's just some times I feel so alone...
I'm an 18 year old girl that never had sex, never had a boyfriend and never even had her first kiss!! So you can imagine how boring my life is...
If anyone actualy reads this thank you so much! I'm not a great writer what so ever but I wanted to give it a try. I'm kinda new at this and I really don't know what this story is going to be about so yeah... Share with your friends if you like it and if you don't well share it anyway so you and your friend can make fun of how stupid this is. Also give it a ☆ and coment your thoughts. ♡
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A Virgin's Diary
RandomAlexa is an 18 year old girl with a normal life. She has friends like any normal teenager but she spends most of her time at home locked in her room. She doesn't go out at night because she is lazy and her friends don't want to go with her because...
