"Oh please I'd rather puke than listen to that glee club sing." She ranted to Becky causing Becky to laugh loudly. "Me too coach!" Becky said and Sue couldn't help but smile.
"Uh coach? Is this a bad time?" Santana asked quietly. "Beat it stupid bitch." Becky half joked and Santana only glared at her. The fact that Santana didn't say anything back is what Sue found a bit odd. "Becky can you give Santana and I a moment?" Sue asked and Becky nodded. "Sure coach." Becky said as she got up and walked off, shutting the door behind her.
"Sit." Sue ordered and Santana nodded as she sat down. Sue stared at the young Latina, she studied her facial expressions, and tried to figure out what was wrong. "What is it?" She asked bluntly and Santana looked down. "You're- you're not religious are you?" Santana asked carefully and Sue only furrowed her eyebrows. "Well I think that's really none of your business." Sue said and Santana sighed.
"That's not the point- I just- if you are religious I'm not sure you can- uh, help me." Santana struggled to get out and Sue only stared at her. "Well now you're acting like a little bitch. Just tell me what's going on." Sue said bluntly and Santana looked down. "I love someone- that I shouldn't love." Santana admitted while looking down. "And I think I've been taking advantage of this person- but I'm not doing it because they're easy to manipulate, I'm doing it because I love them. And I would never do anything to hurt this person." Santana said and Sue raised an eyebrow at her.
"I'm not following what you're trying to say Santana." Sue said and Santana took a shaky breath. "I'm- I think- I think I'm gay." Santana managed to get out and Sue only stared at her. "And that's not even the worse part, I'm in love with Brittany. And it's eating me up inside- I mean I know I walk around so angry at everyone, and a lot of people hate me for who I am. But Brittany, for some reason- she doesn't care that I'm a complete bitch. She doesn't care that I say what I think, she loves me- for me." Santana said as she felt tears burn in the rim of her eyes.
"And I know it doesn't seem like a big deal, or whatever- that I'm gay- but- but it is to me. I love her and I can't do anything about it, because I'm scared. And yesterday she talked about having all these feelings for me, and I completely just blew it off. I didn't mean to- I just- I just panicked." Santana said, letting a tear fall. She quickly wiped it away and sniffled. "She hates me now. She won't even talk to me. Do you know how much of a bad person, you have to be; for Britt not to talk to you?" Santana asked and Sue only stared at her intensely.
"Santana what exactly is it that you want me to do? Why exactly are you here talking to me, instead of talking to that intolerable glee teacher of yours?" She asked bluntly and Santana sighed. "Because you're honest." Santana said, this caught Sue's attention more than before. "You tell it how it is, and I know not many people appreciate that. But I do. I mean if I go to Mr. Schuester, he'll just give me some bullshit pep talk. I don't need a pep talk; I need the truth." Santana said and Sue stared at her.
"What truth? What's your question?" Sue asked and Santana looked down. "If I come out, will I be happier or miserable?" Santana asked and Sue only stared at her.
"Look kid, I'm gonna be completely honest with you. Kids are cruel, and everywhere you go, whether it's McKinley, or any other school; people are gonna give you shit about it. But that's something that I would say to any other student. Truth is you're not any other student, Santana; you are the meanest, cruelest, honest bitch here. And I know for a fact, if someone gives you or Brittany, any trouble about anything; you'd kick their ass." Sue said bluntly. "Now I don't condone in violence, but I also don't condone in bullying someone for who they are. And you, Santana, are bullying yourself. If you love Brittany, then be with her." Sue said.
"It's not- it's not that easy coach." Santana said and Sue sighed. "I know. But it's up to you. You make the final call, you make the big decision. If you think Brittany is worth it, then do it. But if you don't, then don't." Sue said and Santana only looked down.
