If you don't know already from my other book I self-harm. Yes I know its bad but it helps me a lot but latley its not working the same. Let me tell you about my past. First im adopted, I was neglected by my real parents and then bad stuff happed. I was taken by DCFS and was put up for adoption. I was now living with my adopted mom and dad. Then they got divorced and i stayed with my dad. When I was 12 I moved in with my adopted mom and her boyfriend/ fiance. It was fine for a couple of months but they were mentally abusing me. That's how I started cutting. Then it got worse I was beaten with a belt multiple times over small things. Then her boyfriend did things to me, bad things sexualy. I'm not going into detail but after a while it just got worse and I couldent take it. I overdosed and was hospitalized. Then DCFS got involed again. They made me move back in with my Dad. That's where I am now. People say your supposed to love your family but I hate them. My Dad always yells at me and calls me things. He says that I ruined his life and hates that he has to deal with me. I hate it here so much. I was told that I might regret overdosing bacuse I never talked to anyone or told my granddad but the only thing I regret is that I dident die that night. Now I'm falling back down. I don't know how much longer I can take the pain. I cry myself to sleep most nights and wake up from nightmares about what happened to me. I know if I attempt susicide again I will be successful this time. My grandpa is always cussing and I don't like that. I just want it to stop and I don't know how to make it stop anymore. I just dont know how much longer I can take it before I shatter. I'm sorry guys.
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Will Our Love Survive? (DISCONTINUED)
FanfictionSequel to Forever and always kinda. Preston and Rob have been to hell and back. When things finally seem to be getting better the worst happens. Will there love survive or will it all come crashing down.
