Chapter 19

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Im still thinking about what to do and how to tell them that i have cancer. How? How? How? I cant think. Im gonna explode of thinking how to tell them. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (*breath*).
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(*breath, breath*).

Anyway..... i just want to be alone in the dark. Even if im going to freak because im scared of the dark. I wish that i dont have cancer. This is what im thinking if i never had cancer:

~ live a normal life
~ get married (cobert)
~ have children
~ be a grandmother
~ live until 95 years old
~ still be best friends with ally and maddie
~ die
~ go to heaven
~ the end

Isnt it the best life i could ever ask for??? It would be my best life before i die. Not like:

~ not leave a normal life
~ not get married
~ die in the age of 14
~ never meet my future
~ go to hell
~ the end

It would be my worst nightmare. But im pretty sure the second one would be my future. Im gonna Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (breath, this time i actually breath longer) Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (panting, panting).

Too much ahhh made me almost loose my breath. Anyway i was walking to go to my classroom then someone grabed me from behind and put his or her hand around my mouth making me speachless to scream.

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So sorry chapter is short. But i did made you guys think.... who was the guys that grabbed me from behind. See you all next chapter. Love you all!!!!!!!!!!

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