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It was a sad occasion today , kinda for me and for some people.
After the funeral , quinn mother came up to me "Thank you nadia so much for being here and sharing your condolences , quinn is smiling looking down right now."She smiled a little
"You welcome mama .. i know its hard for you right now and im so sorry.." i looked at her , i could tell she was hurt inside
She hugged me "alright now u be good baby ." , i hugged her back
"Yes ma'am." , i turnt around and walked to shay car
She waited to pull off from the funeral to start talking "So .. how was the funeral , did you cry?"
"Yeah i did not gonna lie , but im fine." i looked out the window feeling the tears fall again
Shay pulled over and stopped the car and hugged me tight , i just cried in her chest i was so hurt at the moment , despite all the fights me and quinn had , he was my bestfriend in my heart , all the laughs , we cried together and it just all ended like this .. ?
I stopped crying and wiped my tears and fixed myself up , shay pulled off and took me to my momma house.
She hugged me one last time and i got out the car and got my keys out to my momma house , she was sitting in the kitchen "Hey baby , how was the funeral ?"
I didn't wanna talk at the moment , i just wanted to sleep so i just gave her a dry response trying not to be rude , walking up to my room "It was fine."
I got in my room and closed my door and took everything off and laid down and fell asleep , until my phone went off.
- Dontae🤍
Come outside real quick .
For what ?
Man just come outside .
Read
I put on a jacket and my crocs and went downstairs and walked outside and his car was sitting there , i sighed and walked to his car and got in not ready to see his face at all.
He pulled off and started driving "Where u taking me ??" i looked at him
"Man just shutup and sit back." i sighed once again , he was gonna make my head start hurting
He pulled up to the waffle house , i didn't wanna eat , i barley had an appetite .
He got out and came and opened my door , i got out and my put hands in my jacket pockets not wanting to hold his hand.
"Aii i see how u doing." he pulled his pants up feeling some type of way
We got in and sat down , i looked out the window still not wanting to see his face
A waiter came and asked us what type of drinks we wanted.
"Water , please and thanks.." i looked back out the window
His eyes went off me to the waitress , responding to her "Yea ill take the same , preciate it."
He looked back at me "You can sit here and act like you don't see me looking atchu all you want g , im still in yo space".
I didn't say anything just kept looking out the window .
The waitress came back with our drink and we started ordering
"i want da chicken and waffles." he put the menu down
"No thank you , i don-" , he stopped me "She'll take the same , but with eggs onna side,"
The waitress nodded and walked away , i turnt my head back to the window
He started a conversation , "i see you went to the funeral." i looked at me
Keeping my head still turnt to the window , i answered him dryly "yea."
"Aii bruh look i know u still mad at me , imma be a real nigga and apologize , my bad g for yelling at you and making you cry , my fault for killing yo ex nigga , i just care about your safety folks , i know u still heart broken but u have to let that nigga go , u said he cheated on you multiple times , be grateful where u at nie g , im treating you good , he had u out here looking stupid , ill never do that to embarrass you."
I looked at him "Its not about that , why'd u have to kill him?"
"Nadia open yo fucking eyes , he kidnapped you , he could've killed you , open yo fucking eyes! bro wtf is wrong witchu , remember the drive by ?? yeah u could've got hit then what " he looked me in my eyes raising his voice a little.
He was right at the end of the day .. i was in the wrong.
I whispered softly "Just wished it could've ended better than what it had too dontae."
"it wasn't no other way then tha-" the waitress bought our food and walked away
"But like i was saying , it couldn't be no better way .. and im just being real."
I just sat and ate my food knowing he was right , it wasn't no other way.
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QOTD: Do you think everything will go back normal with everybody after all this ??👀
