The love you wish you had

Have you ever loved someone so much you would die for them? Well im just an ordinary girl that loves this guy since day one. He is always on my mind! I cant stop thinking about him. Its kind a obsession, but just enough to die for him. Well i met him at the fun factory and he was such a cutie! His name is eric, he has brown eyes and brown hair. I wish he would ask me out, but i kinda dont because what if we break up and we will never talk to each other again. Thats the only thing that im scared about. There is thiso other dude i used to like but im scared i might fall for him again. Well eric is so nice he bought nachoes and we shared then. Us normal people just clicked so fast! But he is going back to California in April so that sucks. But back on to the story... Him and i were playing around like little kids! I would go on the baby ride and he would just walk by and laugh. Then i ran out of money, but he would pay for me! He was so sweet.Thats when i stared to like him, i would do anything for him even die if i had to save his life than mine. Before i left i kept getting signs that he liked me i got scared because what if i was just imagining it or it was all a dream. So before i left i got him number. We sometimes txt and when he answers my calls i get so blushy and so excited. My step sister and i would always call him. If he doesnt answer i get really sad. Like i dont live in the world anymore , like my heart just drops<\3. I hope he gets to read this one day well hope you liked it byee