JJ's pov:
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I walked around on the beach late at night while thinking, "why? Why did he have to beat me again..?" I thought to myself as tears were in my eyes. "I didn't know that it was illegal to be gay.." I thought as I chuckled softly and I laid down on the sand and I started laughing but then it turned to me full on crying."It hurts.. it hurts so much.." I mumbled as I wiped the blood off of my lips. "Girls.. girls.. girls.. girls.. date them.. they're so damn beautiful.. that's what you date, JJ.. girls.." I said to myself as I was trying to not cry.
"You have to love girls, JJ.. not guys.. okay?! Be smart.. like girls!!" I said to myself with more tears in my eyes. "Like those hot girls.. like Kie.. a-and that hot bo- no.. sarah.. like thoses girls, JJ.. okay..?" I say to myself as I sit up.
"You can't like the boys anymore.. you're not a girl, JJ.. only girls can like boys.." I say to myself as I get up. I started walking around in circles telling myself, "girls, girls, girls. You can only like girls..!" I yell to myself as tears start falling.
I quickly wiped my tears away and I stopped crying at once. I put a fake smile on and I splashed my face with water and I started walking to John B's. Once I walked inside I saw John B, Sarah, Pope, and Kiera. "H-hey guys.." I say as I walk in.
"JJ.. are you okay?" Kie asked me. "Oh yes yes yes I'm great actually.." I say with a fake smile. "Anyone got some like beer?" I asked while looking around. "JJ what happened?" Sarah asked. I hated Sarah. She reminded me of Rafe and it hurt me way to much. "Nothing. I just got my daily beat. It's nothing important, okay? I'm okay.." I said while lying.
"You're not okay man. Tell us what's wrong." John B said to me. "No no no. I'm okay." I say with a big fake smile on my face. "So uh sarah how's your shitty brother?" I asked her. "Uh hes.. I don't know.. why?" Sarah asked. "I don't know." I said with a shrug.
"Okay anyways, Midsummers is in a few days. JJ, you're coming with me again." Kie said. "Okie dokie." I say. "John B, you're going with Sarah, and Pope are you gonna help your dad out again?" Kie asked. "Yes I am." Pope says as I lie down on the couch.
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Rafes pov:
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"So, son, who are you going to take to the midsummers?" Ward asked me. "Nobody. I'm gonna go alone." I say while looking out the window. "You should take one of those hot girls. They would love to be there with Rafe Cameron." Wars said."Nahh.. I'm good." I say as I look around. "You're finding a date." Ward says. "Why would I? They would probably be invited to the midsummers anyways." I say. "Oh right. Anyways pick out something good." Ward said before walking out of my room.
I sigh as I lay down on my bed while mentally slapping myself. "You have to like girls, rafe." I mumble to myself. "But JJ just looks so hot with his hair like that.. and his eyes.." I mumble to myself while smirking softly.
I look down at my pants as I felt them getting tighter. "You've got to be kidding me." I mumble with a sigh as I look at my hard member. "Damn it." I say as I quickly hide my pants. "What is he doing to me?!" I asked myself with a groan.
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Bruh- okay- this one is kinda weird, and short. But I hope you enjoyed..? I'm sick atm.. so I might not update for a while. Anyways- yeah!
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JJ x Rafe
FanfictionSo JJ is secretly gay.. he's afraid that all of his friends are going to hate him for that. When he came out to his father he's been beaten since. JJ has a huge crush on one of the Kooks, aka, Rafe Cameron. He knows that Rafe is just straight so he...