I've always been pretty shy. And I was never very confident. I'd say as I got older, my self esteem dropped lower and lower as my age got higher and higher. But one day, I met someone. It was on one of those chat roulette sites people usually go on to find a quick way to get off. That was my intention when I got on there that day, to find someone who liked roleplaying and would want to with me. He was amazing. From the start I had fallen for him. I have attachment and abandonment issues and get really obsessed easily. We exchanged selfies so we knew what each other looked like. He called me beautiful and made me feel so good about myself. People would say we rushed into things but I don't believe that. There's no wait period for love. When you know, you know. And he was my person.
