15 and pregnant

April 13, 2014

I woke up of the sound of my momma listening to her music loud. I walked down the hallway to fix some ceral there was no milk so i ate them dry. There was a knock on the door i went to get it but my momma hurried and beat me to the door "i got it baby why dont you go to your room",she said while she was at the door paying no attention to me i hid in the hall closet and peeped out the door. i seen she had left out the door so i came out the closet and looked outside she got in a black truck and they left. im glad it was the weekend so i dont have to worry about being late for school .i called my friend aliayah to come over. when aliyah made it i told her what happen. "girl what you gone do", said aliyah "im just tired of her being a goddam thot", i said . " well i have to go my mom and i
is going out of town",said aliyah. after aliyah left I put on some clothes,got my momma food stamp card, and went to the store. As i was walking i seen that same black truck my momma was in. as i kept looking i seen her get out the truck she went inside a brown house. tears flow down my eyes because i knew she was there to buy drugs and have sex. when i came out the store a man came out the brown house starring at me. "sexy lady were you going", said the man at the brown house. i walked real fast but the man came towards me. i ranned as fast as i could to my house. when i tried to open the door i couldn't, i had locked myself out the house, so i went to my boyfriend house. when i went in there his parents were at work i was happy because they don't like me. they think I'm just a little hood rat. Me and ken sat there then i start kissing on his neck. He hit me on my ass and we had sex. we couldn't finish because there was a knock on ken door. It was his mom. "open this damn door ken" ,ken mom shouted. when he open the door she had a mad look on her face. "i just fell outside tripping over that damn rock" , she said . Ken laughed at her then he rushed back to his room to hide me. i hurried and put my clothes on and sneaked out the window. I didn't know what else to do i had to leave ken house, im locked out of my house, and aliyah is out of town . i sat on my porch stress eating my hot Cheetos and drinking my sprite that i bought from the store. i Finally got the door opened with my momma food stamp card. the house was filthy. i hurried to the bathroom because i got sick. For the rest of the day i was sick. Later that night my momma came home "were you been" , i said. "mining my damn business", she said. i didnt say nothing after that. I don't have time to argue with her. The next morning i have a friend name shay she is 18 years old. i ask her to sit at the hospital with me.