Walking right into you

Heart

Zhan woke up in the morning not paying attention to anything, he felt so heartbroken last night, hurt, his eyes were puffy for crying so much, he felt exhausted with no energy he wanted to just keep himself tucked in his bed and not talk to anyone but unfortunately, he has work which he can't miss.

Last night he found his boyfriend of two years cheating on him with the so-called best friend as his boyfriend introduced her. What hurt him most was not that he was cheating on him with a girl but on their 2nd anniversary in his own home, after finding them he didn't cry he let him make his lame excuses but all his so call boyfriend said was;

"I didn't want you to find out like this but fuck it, this is all your fault anyway" looking at Zhan in the face with no remorse he continue, "you don't let me touch you! We've been 2 years together and you haven't even kissed me how do you think a man can be satisfied with just holding hands?!?"

Upon hearing those words Zhan immediately punches him in the face with so much force that he fell on his ass. "I'm a man too you bitch and I can keep my dick in my pants" hearing those words made the other male gasp, this was the first time he has seen his soft-hearted, always polite, and smiling boyfriend curse and be physical with him. The best friend immediately rushed towards the boyfriend glaring at Zhan, helping him up she stroked his face sending another glare to Zhan.

"You fag! Why did you hit him" she sneered at Zhan making the other turn red in anger.

"Who do you think you calling fag you fucking slut? Is this the real you sleeping with a man who is in a relationship?" Hearing this the woman was furious, the boyfriend was just standing there with his mouth agape. This is how Zhan treated people who were rude to him, he never once even when his boyfriend and he argued. He has seen this behavior before but not towards him in their 2 years together, "even disguising yourself as a best friend your crusty ass must've been desperate, how does it feel to be a whore?" He laughed mockingly again.

"Yah Xiao Zhan watch what you say!"

"Fuck You motherfucker I knew you had bad taste but I didn't know you dropped this low" Zhan laughed mockingly, the woman who was now furious walked up to try and slap Zhan but to her surprise, Zhan caught her hand and slapped her right across the face with so much force that her lip started bleeding. The boyfriend quickly came towards Zhan pushing him away from her, "are you fucking crazy ZhanZhan how could you hit a woman"

"ZhanZhan? You dare to still call me that your piece of shit! I can hit whoever I want I don't discriminate. You know what? Get out! Both of you. now!" Zhan was now screaming his lungs out. Pushing them half-naked bodies out of the house he slammed the door in their face, going to his room again he grabbed their stuff and threw it at them out the window, grabbing all his now ex-boyfriend stuff out the window including his brand new laptop that he managed to buy last week. Zhan could hear the piece of an excuse of a boyfriend shouting at him to let him in and to stop throwing his stuff out the window but Zhan was not having it and there was everything that belongs to his ex outside the window.

After he was done he slowly slid down the wall next to the window, tears falling down his face, tears that seem to not want to stop. He loved his boyfriend or so he thinks? But Why would he cheat on him? Much less in his house! He couldn't stop the tears from falling he was broken. He was going to finally surprise his boyfriend on their anniversary but instead, he was the one who got the surprise. He hated himself for trusting this guy who cheated on him who knows how long, he cried and cried until he couldn't by then he slid back to his bed after changing the filthy sheets, once he sank into his bed he cried more wrapping himself in a cocoon.

Now here he was trying his best to cheer up so that no one can question him, trying to smile but it came out horrible he cursed and close his eyes again trying to forget everything but all he could see was them on the bed. Cursing Zhan took his clothes off he entered the shower turning the handle so the cold water could hit his body, after washing himself thoroughly he then walked out wrapping a towel on his small waist and brushed his teeth. Looking in the mirror he let pathetic all his efforts for being a nice guy for his boyfriend went to someone who didn't appreciate it at all, yes he never left him to touch him but that's because he wanted to wait till marriage. He wanted to be sure he was ready and that he wouldn't regret it in the future, he didn't want to give himself off to just anyone but now it seems like he did the right thing.