left in the back seat.

Not quite alive

Some now think I'm.hidding something .

That I'm a crazy bitch

That I'm still messed up.

And the truth is

There right.

I am hiding something

I am a crazy bitch

And I'm still.messed up.

Although no one would know.

I'm not dead.

I'm just not quite alive.

My life isn't worth living anymore

Sense I'm not.living it anyway

So

I could just die.

Make it all go away.

Some think I'm special

Some do want me dead

And some say

Some.say its all in my head.

So now i ask for advice

On what to do

Should i die in this bed.

Should i just push through

Please help me

Cause i have no clue.