Two Stories one Love

Ghost of a girl or hooked by Hook's hook

Hey Guys I am really sorry that I haven´t been active but I try to write a really good chapter.By the way , as much as I ship Colifer please don´t hate on Helen. Respect the fact that she and Colin are married and Helen and Jennifer are good friends. I think Helen is a very nice person , so please be nice to her. Thanks!

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Lillians POV

Suddenly I became aware of the fact that I was still hiding behind a container and watched two of my Idols - wait no co-workers- well actually I was spying on them.This had to stop.It wasn´t right what I did here , even that it happened trough coincidence. I jerked my head back and sat down behind my hiding place. I pulled my legs up and and rested my head on my knees. Sometimes especially when nobody else is around , thoughts which I tried to displace came to the surface.Thoughts , memories and feelings which I wasn´t able to confront myself with. And now it was one of this moments.God , I hated myself for that.I felt so weak and so alone. I mean let´s be honest I was alone. There was nobody around and no one was looking for me.Or cared where I was. Lillian be honest , what did you expect ? You come to the set and everyone is your friend ? As if anybody would be your friend. I swallowed. Something hot , hot and salty touched my hand. A tear. No. No I wasn´t allowed to cry.Who the hell allowed me to be this weak? Did I forget where I was? If anyone of them would see me like this... But I-I I simply couldn´t stop. The cold from the hard ground I was sitting on didn´t bother me but she crawled through my skin , into my whole body.But strangely it helped me to calm down. Slowly the the tears decreased , I could think clear again. But one of the the memories I tried forget the hardest wouldn´t leave my head.

*Lillians´s memory*

A little girl , black haired and with big blue eyes. Her face was so pale , like the snow around her. Her little hands, her fists clenched , in one of them she held a teddy bear. The teddy wasn´t really in a good condition. An eye was missing just like the most of the right ear and the once gold-brown fur.But it didn´t matter to her.For the little girl it was her most valuable assets. And it was her only company. The Snowflakes , big and cold , land on her hair and god she was so cold.She was scarred.The little girl didn´t know what actually was happening but she knew instinctivly that she was in danger.She had to hide.Fast.But the cold hurt her.Made her sleepy.She shivered.Slowly she put one foot before the other. She was surrounded by huge houses. Eventually she stand in front of one of the big buildings her eyes wide with questions and fear. Her eyes catched something. There was a hole in the wall of the house.Small , an adult would never get trough it, but the girl ? She stepped closer , looked trough the opening. She couldn´t see anything on the other side. It was to dark but the little girl didn´t hesitate longer.She crawled trough the gap and reached the Inside.It wasn´t much warmer than on the outside but it was dry.It was dirty , dusty and dark but she didn´t care. She was just tired.Her little hands were almost blue , like her lips and some strands of her hair were frozen.Her little foots , without shoes , did hurt but one the other hand she didn´t feel anything.The little girl  lied down on the ground , pulled her teddy bear nearer to her and passed out. Later , she should be found by a girl who lived in a foster home not far from the house. The time after this is blurry , she can´t remember much.Her memory reinstates months later when the first people come to look at her.She -

*Present*

As a hand touched me I got a terrible fright and flinched back. I made a painful acquaintance with the container because I banged my head against it. "Hey , it is okay" a male voice said "it is just me". I looked at the faces of Colin and Jennifer and found concern on their faces.Could it be? Were they really worried about her ? 'Yeah , of course they are worried. About the fact that they have to work with a teenager who sat behind a container and cries.' Another worry appears in my head. "How long was I here? Did I probably missed filming?"  "Did-Did I missed filming" I asked worried. "No you didn´t but filming is the exactly reason why we are here." Jennifer answered kindly and added " The filming will take place later than actually planned , so we thought you might want to hang out with us ? " Okay Colin didn´t looked like he would know about this plan and looked a bit confused at Jen for a brief moment but when she looked back he said "Yeah , the rest of us want to meet you too.And I promise you won´t have to sit on the cold hard ground.You know we are not that horrible persons" he said with big smile on his face. He reached me a hand and helped me to stand up. Jen grabbed my bag and gave it to me "Thank you" I said with a shy smile.I noticed a worried look on her face when she looked at me but suddenly Colin "stole" my bag with .... his hook actually Hook´s hook. Jen and I burst out in laughter. It looked so incredible silly. 'When was the last time I laughed like this ?´ After a few attempts I finally caught my bag and we made our way to 'Grannys´ but before she grabbed my arm gently asked with a soft voice "Lillian what happened ? "

Thank you for reading this chapter ! Feel free to comment and like.And yes I have a penchant for the dramatic. I know there isn´t much Colifer in this chapter but I had this little lost girl in the snow Idea with Lillian and I kinda like it XD What are you thoughts on Lillian ?

What happens next chapter :

+ dramatic

+ fluff

+one of our lovebirds realizes something

+ maybe a bit more of Lillians past

+ filming

Love you