No Longer Alone (Miraculous Fan-Fiction)

6. The Real Adrien Agreste

Fan Art: i will never get over marichat , no one can argue with me they're the best ship out of the love square .

A/N: Heres the first post reveal chapter 😏 always one of my favorites .

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Marinettes POV:

my nightmares are getting worse by the minute i'm left alone unconscious, asleep .

the spiral across my forehead never stops repeating , he's always there , the icy despaired version of chat noir , still torturing me even from the comfort of my own bed . my own mind space .

it'll be a couple more rounds before i jolt awake sweating while tiki tries to comfort me , i know she's trying her best but she can't really understand how humans deal with trauma.

this will happen in about three , two , "marinette!" tiki floats up to me after my awakening from my nightmare , here we go again with my eyes raining , my heart racing and my puddle of sweat under my pillow accompanied by heavy breathes .

"tiki i can't do this a-anymore" i cry as the images keep replaying .

"call chat noir , call adrien ." she says , that's the last thing i expected , i don't want to freak him out , we barley revealed our identities.

"call him" tiki nudges , "y-you're right" i sniffle as i pick up my phone to dial his number , or more so press his contact .

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"hey hey , i got here as soon as i could , are you okay?" chat noir climbs down from my trapdoor .

"you're chat noir" i sniffle , taking him in , "yeah that's how i got here , whats wrong?" he puts a hand on my shoulder to sooth my sobs .

"i-i it's you" i let the tears escape me , "yeah of course it's me princess" he lightly chuckles , i don't even know what to say , i'm thinking it but it won't form clear in my mind .

"i want to remember you like this" i sob as he wraps his arms around me , this is nice , i like feeling his arms around me . to think this is adrien is beyond me , it's not clicking.

"hey why don't i take you somewhere , you don't have to transform just let me carry you" he whispers .

"okay" i say quietly as he takes me into his arms and we leap off , i wonder where we're going or why i agreed to this without even thinking . why do i follow him so blindly .

i'm still not over the fact that i'm in love with him ? i think , i don't know what to
think , he is adrien , he's also chat noir .

i haven't had much time to
think about it , the constant panic attacks have been quite distracting. Since the reveal it's felt different , as expected yes but not in the way either of us expected .

we've never been closer , we haven't really addressed the whole in love with each other part , which probably means he definitely only fell for ladybug , not marinette.

Why does it matter , he's chat noir and i fell for adrien , i don't even know how i feel but it's tearing me apart .

"hey we're here , wake up" Chat says as i open my eyes and see him smiling down at my in his arms , my heart starts to pound , i can't tell whether it's the panic attack or chat noir , maybe both .

"oh sorry , i'm a little tired" he puts me down as i see where we are , a forest , a beautiful natural trail following it , wow .

"i felt this could be a good change of scenery for you if you like it-" he says, "it's perfect" i breathe while watching the cool air exhaling out of me .

we take a seat on a tree stump made into a bench , i can hear the crickets , the water droplets from the dewy mist . i've never felt more peaceful .

"so what's on your mind princess" he smiles , i zone out for a moment to think about the nickname princess , i didn't know how much i needed it until now .

"oh i'm sorry , do you not want me to call you that anymore ?" he worries as i'm staring for too long , "oh! yes of course i do , please don't stop, just got distracted" i clear the air , while doing so may have embarrassed myself .

"want to tell me what's going on now? if it's okay." he chuckles , then i remember. He is a good distraction because i completely forgot i woke up a little ago from whats been keeping me up.

he knows about chat blanc , iv told him once before as ladybug i don't know if he remembers, i don't want him to think im scared of him .

Chat noir out of all people deserves to know how i feel ...

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"im so sorry you had to deal with that on your own for so long" Chat says softly after i refresh him about everything that's been going on .

"but i'm here now , i want you to promise me that you'll call me anytime something like this happens again , i'm so sorry i did this to you" he tears up , softly wiping them while putting his hand on top of mine .

"hey , it's not your fault we got a shitty deal becoming superhero's" i stumble on my words , the sobs are still at the front of my throat .

"but you're scared of me, i don't want that, iv never felt closer go anyone in my entire life" he lets tears out on his suit .

"i'm not scared of you chat noir , i'm scared of a version of you that only exists in the time that it happened , you're still the same kitty to me" i hug him , i can't imagine what he's feeling either .

"and iv never felt closer to anyone as much as i do to you too , nothing will ever change that" i let my tears roll down his shoulder

"and promise me if you're ever doubting yourself or feeling like shit that you'll call me, i want to be there for you as much as you have been for me tonight" i say as he tightens his grip around me .

i wish we could stay like this forever .

"we're no longer alone anymore , it's so new , but i'm glad i have you" he pulls away to look into my eyes , i have the nudge to look away but can't . i feel trapped .

"god so much crying lately, i'm still not used to the fact that we've been right in front of each other the whole time" he sniffles and smiles .

"me neither , i can barley talk to you without the suit" i chuckle , "claws in" he detransforms in front of me , why must he be adrien , biter sweetness coats my mind as i watch the green flash over him .

"h-hi" i stutter , what the fuck is wrong with me , he laughs at me as if this is the funniest thing he's ever seen , not digging it .

"you know you're lucky" his laughter dies down into a small smile while making eye contact .

"why's that?" i ask him rolling my eyes , being again trapped in his eye locking trance .

"because you're the only one who knows the real adrien agreste" he smiles behind a clear frown .
i hug back into his arms for comfort , it processes in my mind , i'm the only one who knows the real adrien agreste .

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A/N: AWEEEE AM I RIGHTTT??? next chapter will be some forwarding in this boring ass plot dw <333

edit: LOL THIS CHAPTER MADE ME CRINGE IM SO SORRY BUT IM TOO LAZY TO REWRITE