Growing up in samcro

Just a little singing

(KENZIE POV)
I was up early that morning just around the club house I thought everyone was out side so I was alone so I put on a song and started singing and dancing

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I sang this part loud and I dint know people were behind me.

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

The I turn around and continued to sing.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

I just stand there while they stared at me with there mouths open

"Baby you never told me that u can sing". dad said this a big smile on his face
"Well that pretty much why I left in the first place and I did a little modelling ". I said
I just smile before I went to get a beer.
"That was great baby girl".Gemma said from behind me
She hugged me and whisper in my ear "you should dance like that on that stripper pole"with a smile on her face "u like to see that would you" I said back to her
"Why don't u do it now if you want just for fun".she said with a smirk on her face I smiled back and nodded
"I'll be right back I'm going to change". I told her and walk it to the room and pulled out a top the is easy to talk off and and my boots on,i walked out and they all looked at me when I got up the pole

"Hey everyone guess who's going to put on a show for us". Gemma yelled
They all had the eyes on me I smile and started to walk around the pole and did on of my sexy moves that I do when I'm alone and took off my top and threw it and hap catches it and I started to undo my jeans up first I have to take of my boots once I took them off I slowing pulled off my pants and I only had my underwear on,after I stop dancing on the pole I slowly walked over to juice and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips and he kissed me back and he wrapped his wrap his arms on my waist I broke the kiss and walked off and I turned around and everyone was staring at me and I turn a little and slapped my arse and walked off.

I was in the room with cloths on and there was a knock on the door and I walked to it and opened it and it was juice and I pulled in the room and shut the door.
(JUICES POV)
I want to fuck her so bad right now.i walk over to her and she kissed me and I kissed back.next Thing u know it we were naked and having sex,really good sex.

(Thanks for reading people the song is from Kelly Clarkson)