running through the flower fields

you laugh hysterically whilst running through the most magical field of beautiful flowers. you catch your pace and stop, he runs almost right past you, grabs your hand and twirls you around. you both fall onto the ground almost covered in a blanket of lilac coloured flowers, you giggle when he grabs your waist and pulls you on top of his lap. he looks into your eyes "why are you so pretty" he says with that stupid smile that made me fall in love with him, i reply back with a sarcastic "hmm i don't kn-" and he shushes me, looks into my eyes and tucks my hair behind my ears and kisses me. how did i get so lucky i think to myself he's the most angelic and beauteous boy i've ever seen. you feel his hands grip your thighs and pull you closer, you cant help but look at him, you feel your cheeks starting to enlighten pink and warm up, you look away nervously. he grabs your face and starts kissing you, more intensely every second, you feel his breathing pattern differ against your lips, he pulls away from your lips and very spontaneously says "i want to marry you i think" he says with innocent eyes and a smile that feels almost nostalgic, the type of smile you would of had on your own face as a child when you were genuinely enjoying life... thats why i loved him, he made me feel like genuine happiness. HE made me truely happy. i smile and jokingly say "i take you y/n to be my husband" he grins and nods "and i take you y/n to be my wife. you are mine, i am yours, theres not much else i would want in this life", i lay down next to him, feeling the grass patch underneath my back as i slowly lay down, i look at him, admiring his insecurities, his flaws, and just everything about y/n. i close my eyes and feel the warmth of the sun on my skin, and then the feeling of his lips against my cheek. one of his hands around my neck and the other on my face, slowly pulling his thumb of out my mouth and them dragging it down my lip, i love it when he did that to me. he made me feel like a virgin, because every time it happened i felt my heartbeat increase. he liked that, he liked feeling like he had a power over me. the power that can make me wet within seconds.