Childish Flower

26

The doctor told him euphemistically that Mu Jin's body functions were weakened and degraded, unable to maintain his life and personal consciousness on his own.

    As for when we can wake up from danger, it's hard to say.

    Mu Jin spent one year betting on Gao Tianchen's love, and another ten months to conceive a child who was a fusion of the two, and then cruelly left everything he cared about, and he was still reluctant to wake up. come over.

    The little Gao Lin was very healthy. He came out of the incubator within a few days. He was white and tender and soft. He inherited Gao Tianchen's deep night-like color, but he was not as cold as his father. Shining like obsidian, gentle as warm sun.

    The hair was thin, soft and light brown. Gao Tianchen always held him inadvertently and gently rubbed it with his hands, and brushed it across his fingertips, feeling very much like Mujin.

    During the day, he deposited himself in the complicated work. He wore an invisible mask and intertwined with people in different dinners and entertainments.

He acted on the scene as before, paralyzing himself, Mu Jin was at home, prepared a sumptuous dinner, and reserved a cup. The orange warm light waits for him to return home, but every night, the quiet and deep night will ruthlessly remind him of the cruel and terrible facts.

There is nothing around him without the gentle and quiet breathing of the other party, even the pillows and clothes. The scent of gardenia is gradually fading.

    There is a heavy and old book on the bedside cabinet. The dark brown leather has worn and faded, but the corners of the book are neat and tidy. It should be a beloved thing that people have carefully preserved.

    It was Mu Jin's diary with a few thin white papers in it.

    Mu Jin had left a copy for Gao Tianchen. On the bottom of the bookcase, it was a divorce agreement that had been prepared a long time ago.

    Juanxiu, like her own handwriting, is turned into the signature at the end of the last page.

    There was an empty space next to him, waiting for himself to be like dealing with company documents, and with a random wave of the pen, the two people's ties and grievances were cut off.

    Gao Tianchen couldn't imagine what kind of mood Mu Jin held to sign these simple words.

    When he discovered this divorce agreement, the book without a title that Gao Tianchen unwittingly turned over by Gao Tianchen hit his sight.

    It was unobtrusively pressed at the bottom of a pile of books, recording all the thoughts of a bad-talker.

    Gao Tianchen still remembers the nervousness and shock he felt when he opened this diary for the first time. His trembling hands turned page by page, and Mu Jin's deep feelings and past were dug out bit by bit.

    Each of Mu Jin's diaries is very short, and the handwriting has gradually transitioned from the youthfulness when he first learned to the present Qingjuan and handsome.

    The handwriting on the first few pages was crooked, mixed with pinyin and typos, and the sentences were very short. At that time, Mu Jin was estimated to be only four or five years old.

    "It's so uncomfortable and scared, but I'm very happy when I came back. Fortunately, I hid my brother in the closet. They didn't take him away. It's great."

    Gao Tianchen looked confused and told him instinctively that this was not a trivial matter. , But Mu Jin didn't write more about the causes and consequences, he didn't know.

    Turning down, Gao Tianchen's heart gradually tightened.

    The diary that follows is also very short, with a few words every day, but it tells of an uncontrollable and secret friendship with oneself.

    "Tianchen came to our house again today. My younger brother is very happy, and I am also very happy. During the meal, Tianchen talked a lot of interesting things from his previous time in France. The atmosphere is so warm and warm. He also brought gifts to everyone.

    Tianchen gave his younger brother one. Ring, everyone was moved, and I was so touched that my eyes were moist. You two are a good match."

    "Why does my brother get this disease? God, how can you bear such a beautiful person to leave us? I don't want to see my beloved people sad. , If possible, I would rather be me."

    "The matching result is down, thank God, my brother is saved, the doctor said that as long as the kidney is changed, it will be fine. Tianchen will not be decadent anymore. Without a brother, I see It really hurts, it's okay, and my brother will be better in a while."

    "I have never hated my weak and invincible body, allergic to anesthetics? It will be life-threatening? What should I do? I am a cowardly person who is greedy for life and fear of death, but my brother can't wait, and Tianchen can't wait anymore. He loves his brother so much. If I lose him, I can’t imagine what it would be like."

    "I always know that you prefer your brother, and I don’t blame you for anything. Why don’t you let me have a kidney for my brother? Isn’t it cost-effective to trade my life for a healthy younger brother? Isn’t it okay to have direct preference? I don’t care about me.

    My wish has always been simple, I only want the one I love to get what they want and be happy forever Even if I have to sacrifice everything, it's just okay."

    There are some behind. Gao Tianchen has no courage to roll over. The air in his lungs seems to be drained, his breath is full of burning and tingling, and he struggles to control his turbulent emotions, fingers Gently caressing the smooth paper space, his body is chilled by the painful heartache.

    Mu Jin loves his brother so miserably, from following silently to relying on each other, all she asks for is only a little bit of happiness, but her indifference and ruthlessness are regarded as extravagant hopes, and her body is completely hurt.

    he have never given him respect and trust, blindly indulging in my own imagination, but almost ruined such a wonderful person.

    Gao Tianchen's eyes were red, and he was crying tightly while holding these thin sheets of paper tightly. This was the first time he took off his cold and ruthless shell after Muze left, and he cried like a child. .