Unspoken Words

That Feeling

                                                                                    That feeling

A feeling that you know first that he is not being replayed the chat with you because you are going to dare to replay him.

A feeling that you are always waiting for nothing.

A feeling that you always depend on someone to notice him at least once.

A feeling to watching and staring at his sweet smiles

A feeling that you will feel sad and then you remember he is STUPID!

A feeling that he makes you feel excited. You, STUPID, are having fun, and just making yourself believe everything is just a dream, and everything is just a joke!

I hope you wake me up.

Yes, it was just a dream,

That feeling

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Manila, Philippines. July, 04th 2010.

Laurana's POV

Laurana walks to her class with a headset on her ears. "Hey, wait for me, Laurana!" she looks at behind her, and she unplugs the headset. "We almost late, Eveline! What time is it!?" she was giggling. Eveline "Are you finished with your assignment?" Eveline took a glance "what kind of assignment do we have for today?" Eveline look at Laurana and she was standing in front of her. "Mr. Gonzáles he gave us to make an essay about another country. And the deadline is today" Laurana took a deep breath and nodded "I'm finished," Eveline shook her head."I heard Braydon was dating Aoi." she looks at Eveline, "Who telling you?" Eveline shows her phone and Laurana read the caption. "It's just a rumor, right?" Eveline looked at Laurana. They heard a lot of girls screaming from the hallway, "Braydon and Lobak are popular among girls. I wish I can be girlfriend one of them. I might get lucky if I can steal Lobak's heart." She rolled her eyes. She looked at her phone and groans. Eveline looked at Laurana's behavior. "What's wrong with you?" They put their bag on the desk, and they were sitting. "I'm fine, Eveline." She puts her bag on the table.Eveline, looking at Laurana, "are you hiding something from me!?" She rolled her eyes, "what secrets that I tried to hide from you? You were a good detective, after all." The bell was ringing, and Eveline still looked at Laurana suspiciously. "are you high? "She growls, "let's forget it, okay!?" Laurana looking at Braydon's back. "I wish I have a courage to telling you about my feeling......Laurana walking to the cafeteria with Eveline, "sometimes Lobak was an asshole if he sits next to that American-Canada guy," Laurana not listen to Eveline's complaint, "Hey ate you alright?" Eveline shrugged her shoulders as she looks down "I don't know," Laurana accidentally crash on Braydon, who was walking with Lobak on his side. "I'm sorry, are you okay?" Laurana looking at Braydon's face, and she darted. "Wait!" Eveline trying to catch Laurana. "Why were you running!? You want us to get detention?" Eveline looked at Laurana and she rubs her chin. "Hmm, I'm smelling something odd here," Laurana look at Eveline, and she rolled her eyes. "Let's eat, I'm starving!" Laurana pulls Eveline's arm to the cafeteria.

"A lot of girls in this school want to crash on him or Lobak," she sighs. "They are a common people, Eveline. I might thrilled when I'm meeting with my idols!" Laurana looked at Aoi, who was approaching Braydon's table. "Laurana? Earth called Laurana?" Laurana shook her head, and she blinking her eyes, "sorry I stunned." She rubs her left eye.

"Did you have a crush on Braydon?" Laurana pulls Eveline to the girl's bathroom, and she locked the door. "Can you keep my secret and lowering your voice as we were speaking?" She nods, "in exchange, I want you to help me get Gabriel's heart?" Laurana rolled her eyes, and she hums.

"You are my best friend!" Laurana rolled her eyes and suddenly, they hear a sound of knocking from the outside. "Oh, shit!" Laurana flushes the toilet, and she unlocked the door. "Oh, sorry. I don't know there were two girls inside the bathroom," they were walking outside rashly.

"So, what's your plan?" She shrugged her shoulders, and they took the line to get food. "I don't know,"Eveline hums. "You should text him," she chuckled and shook her head. "Why would I bother him? He already has Aoi, right?" Laurana looked at Eveline.

"No, I wouldn't dare to text him." Suddenly she stunned, "are you serious? It was the best idea?" She shrugged her shoulders. "If you don't find out by yourself, you wouldn't know, right?" Laurana looked at her meal and sighed.

"I'll text him later." Laurana and Eveline walk to the empty table nearby.

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Laurana looked at her phone, and she sighed. "Should I text him?" She sat on the bed and looked at her phone. "Hi, I wanted to know did you and Aoi were dating?" She erases the message, and she sighed. "No, it's too obvious that they were dating?! But it's just a rumor!" She rubs her chin as she looking at mirrors. "You know what, Laurana? You should try, don't let that Japanese witch took yours!" Laurana walked to her nightstand and pick up her phone.

"Hi, Braydon," she shocked her head and growled, "no, not that. Laurana! You should think who Aoi was!" She sighed. Brady walking approach her and barking. "Laurana!?" Laurana looks at her brother. "Can you take care of Brady for a week? I wanted to go somewhere." Laurana nods, "sure," as she looking at Brady, who was sitting on her bed.

"Hey, Brady, did I look like an idiot?" She pets her dog and laying on the bed. "No, do it, or nothing at all, Laurana. No turning back this time!" She grabbed her phone and texted Braydon.

Braydon (Classmate)Hi

Laurana was screaming as she was covering her face on her pillow, "why should do I do this!? What if Aoi saw my text?" She threw her phone next to her and sighed. "No, he and Aoi, were friends!" Laurana lies on the bed next to Brady, and she tries to close her eyes.

"Please don't reply, Braydon. Ignoring my message, please!" She was covering her body with the blanket, and she heard a notification on her phone. Laurana rashly picking up her phone and covers her mouth. "Oh, my God! He replies, what should I do?" She sighed.Laurana looked at her phone, and then she picked up the phone." No, don't do it! It was too embarrassing." Laurana put the phone on the nightstand and covering her body with a blanket. Laurana sat, and she grabbed her phone. "I should reply to his message!" She took a deep breath.

Braydon (Classmate)

Hi 

Today 22.45

Sup

I want to say hi.Laurana took a deep breath and close her eyes as she bite her lip. "You can d this, Laurana! No turning back this time" Laurana hugs her pillows "you've got this!" Laurana took a deep breath as she typing her message to Braydon.
Congrats, I heard you were dating Aoi?

Laurana closes the app, and she was covering her body with a blanket again, "what the hell I just did!? What if he will hate me? Or Aoi will confront me!?" She took a deep breath and trying to calm down, but she couldn't. "What am I supposed to answer?" She put her hand on the chest. "God, what should I do?" She heard a notification, and she stunned. "Oh, shit," Laurana sits, and she picking up her phone, "oh, my God! What I supposed to do!?" Laurana closed her mouth with her hand.

Braydon (Classmate) What do you mean?

Braydon (Classmate)Why are you not reply to my text?

Braydon (Classmate)Laurana?

"Oh, my God. Why should I do?" Laurana was covering her head with a pillow, and she was sweating. She sat, "I should talk to Eveline tomorrow." She took a deep breath and put her phone on the nightstand beside her bed. "Brady, come here!" Brady jumps, and he sat next to Laurana. Laurana patted Brady's head and sighed. "Wish I had courage. Would you be my boyfriend?" Laurana sighed, and she closes her eyes and hugs Brady.
"You know Brady, sometimes I want to disappear after I texted him. But, why is he asking that question? Does he dating Aoi or not? Or Eveline just want to teas me?" Eveline looked at Brady, who was whining to her. "Don't be sad too, Brady. He was an asshole! He was stupid. I don't even know what he always thinking?" Laurana sighed. "I wish I fell in love with Lobak. He never to this to me," Laurana look at the ceiling and sighed.
"Let's we go to sleep, shall we?" Laurana turned off the lamp, and she tries to relaxing her body.

Poem by: Jomi
Story by: kidd17

-August 1st, 2021-