Sometimes it's not our tears that measure our pain but it's the fake smile as we put on everyday
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay
but it's just so much easier than even trying to explain how I feel to all
these people who just can't relate
when I smile I wonder if they can see it's even fake or if they can see the pain inside my very eyes
or have I become a master at wearing this disguise because I'm hurting
but I try my best to not show it
ask how I've been for as long as I've been alive
I'm hurting but I won't let anyone know about what's inside of me
