Your mind captured mine, through the stillness of our eye contact..
Your heart told mine a lie.
Making mine depend on the thought of you always being here..
I loved you through all the pain that made me want to die..
I still loved you in the madness of our screams and 4am..
You captured my soul, changing me to fit your picture of "perfect"..
The bruises, the lies, the tears you never stopped to see..
You never saw how broken I was, how broken I am, how broken I'll always be..
Being held down in the hurt and sorrow, isn't that enough?
We aren't together, but you still run through my mind at 4am..