"Falling in love with a straight girl is like jumping off a plane without a parachute"
If Lisa Manoban had known that when she was a young, ignorant baby lesbian, she might have been able to avoid the sorrow of every tiny and foolish baby lesbian encounter. To be fair, even she, a strong independent woman but somewhat stubborn is capable of making the same mistake, so what chance did she have of avoiding a broken heart?
That, however, is no longer the case. Lisa, who now has a secure career as a young CEO of one of the most successful entertainments in the industry, LS entertainment, which produces live shows and events, ex-Kpop soloist, producer, and writer, has learned the hard way that falling in love only causes disaster and would only lead to an endless pit of despair. It's the number one "must never do" in Lisa's book.
This is why Lisa has ultimately sworn off relationships. All of them, be it with a confused straight girl or not. Completely opening yourself up to someone, body, heart, and soul where you let the person have so much power over you that it's either they catch you or let you fall and die?
Hell, no.
Extreme as it may be, the twenty-six-year-old multi-talented artist has stuck to this belief since she vowed never to fall into the same trap again. The trap which she had unfortunately dove down embarrassingly three times, not counting the unrequited girl crushes which, also stings but just a little bit.
Unfortunately, the source of the problem, as it seems, is that the young artist has had the misfortune of being attracted to a specific type, the feminine straight girl type to be exact, and despite all the red flags, she had still stupidly fall and crashed down, hard.
Three times...
She's starting to think that she secretly likes the color red.
And before anybody tries to judge her, it really wasn't entirely her fault that girls are so beautiful and act all clingy and affectionate around her despite the general knowledge that she's definitely not straight. It gets even worse when she's been made as an 'experiment'.
Let's go back to Lisa's past, most specifically, mistake number one.
It seems that there will be a time that straight girls would try to 'experiment' with their 'besties' because 'hey, what's the harm in kissing your female lesbian friend, who is secretly crushing on you, for experiment anyway?'
It's like some sort of achievement that once unlocked would suddenly make you cool, wild, or talked about when it really isn't. It's wrong and it makes you feel used. Lisa hates that feeling the most because she's been there before.
Three times, remember?
How about lgbtq+ friendly bars, some might say.
Well, not everyone in a gay bar is gay just like the fact that not everyone in some random bar is straight, take note of that because Lisa certainly did after mistake number two. There's just something about straight girls with their innocent yet flirty smiles, their captivating, beautiful, soulful eyes, and they're comfortable, too comfortable she might add, and naturally affectionate gestures.
It's a trap so before you engage, abort mission. Abort!
Because at the end, you're gonna end up being just a friend, or worse, sister, to them and you'd be left in a corner once a cute guy comes along. Okay so maybe that second was more of her fault for hoping otherwise, as all lesbians do with the straight girls they fall for but still, she can't help her heart.
Now the third mistake, well, that was definitely not her fault. Sexual confusion is normal to those who are suddenly realizing that their preferences might actually be different than the norm. This third one had been confused and Lisa had become the source of said confusion. It was supposed to be heading in a good direction, the feeling is seemingly mutual and she thought maybe this could be something or a beginning to something.

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FanficLisa has made four mistakes in her life that have resulted in her becoming the icy bitch she is now, and she does not want to make the same mistakes again, so she sets rules for herself. She was great until Jennie arrived, who was the polar opposite...