life update number idk

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Edits
I forgot to put this warning

Warning mentioned of suicide and self harm.

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hello everyone its been awhile i think the last time i posted was about a few months ago and this book  has been nothing more then how my life is and or updates oh how I am well, news flash I'm not ok as days gone by I lost passion in writing which fucking sucks as I love writing its the only thing that i used to cope with this pain. 

but now I cant even write one single chapter then aside from all of this I don't even know what to do I been bottling up my emotions and doing anything to forget this feeling yet I cant

I want to make stories I want to do this, I want to do that, yet I cant  

no matter how hard I tried I cant do the things I used to 

their are days that I thought of ending myself or even cutting since everything is too much

Im afraid to open up to people cuz i feel like im bothering them 

as i write this im contemplating on weather i should post this 

but i want you guys to know. 

its hard. 

but i dont want to give up 

i want to continue making stories 

i want to continue to entertain you all  

i want to help people who are going to the same things as me 

i want to be their for them 

as of now im doing a story 

I made a story or a series in a different way 

im doing everything i can to boost it since i want more people to see it so i thought of using this platform i have 

im sorry everyone for wasting your time with this boring ass update 

im slowly trying to put my life back together 

and most of all i want to say thank you.

thank you everyone for supporting this book and most of all supporting me 

the comments 

the votes 

the  reads 

i saw it all and im never been more happy that people 

are still reading this book for that thank you everyone 

you gave me alot of strength and support so i may ask for that again

pls visit my youtube channel 

MrShiroYuki 

where im posting my new story in minecraft 

the title is the story of the unknown 

its about a guy who got transfer in a unknown world as he tried to survive but 

creatures such as  zombies. skeleton, creepers, demons, curses, demon slayers and sorcerers 

are out to get him 

pls check it out  and now another thing as i said i want to get back to writing 

im going to post a story again soon ill be reviving this acc as i deleted my second one 

pls i hope you supported me 

and again thank you everyone for you support on this book 

even if this has just become a update log 

also if their are any writers who wants to collab with me and make a minecraft story pls dont hesitate to dm 

as i want to help more writers and yet i ramble too much and wasted all your time which im sorry about that 

once more thank you everyone and support me once more 





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