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I'm losing my mind

never wanna leave my fantasises, they so kind

Ex escape, halfway hope, deep delusions 

that's how I cope.

"How are you?" 

"I'm fine" no I'm feeling blue 

but that's ok you didn't care for the truth anyway.

Can't remember the last time (I was happy) 

Don't even remember the meaning (what is happy?)

I'm losing it. 

Can't keep up. 

Don't recognize me anymore.

Been so long I forgot, young and dumb

all I do now is feel numb.

Wanna stop and let go

but the guilt never goes

Sorry God this is my self-pity

I promise I'll get out of this soon (it's shitty)


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