I'm losing my mind
                              never wanna leave my fantasises, they so kind
                              Ex escape, halfway hope, deep delusions 
                              that's how I cope.
                              "How are you?" 
                              "I'm fine" no I'm feeling blue 
                              but that's ok you didn't care for the truth anyway.
                              Can't remember the last time (I was happy) 
                              Don't even remember the meaning (what is happy?)
                              I'm losing it. 
                              Can't keep up. 
                              Don't recognize me anymore.
                              Been so long I forgot, young and dumb
                              all I do now is feel numb.
                              Wanna stop and let go
                              but the guilt never goes
                              Sorry God this is my self-pity
                              I promise I'll get out of this soon (it's shitty)
                              
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Randomlyrics for when you're feeling that way, that unexplainable way that no one seems to understand or bother to notice, that dreaded feeling of hopelessness, loneliness, and emptiness
 
                                               
                                                  