i went home and worked on our project , i did as much as i could and ended up going to sleep
7:00 AM
just like every other morning , my alarm went off . i got on my phone to see unread messages from bella and my mom
ma - hey baby coming home soon
me - hey mom , thats great i cant wait
my mom goes on business trips for her job so shes really never home , she leaves for a few months . im her only child so i been used to this
bella - hey girl i came home lateee ! are you home ?
me - i came home and fell asleep , how was ur nightt !
bella - it was so good , i loved it .
me - i wanna hear everythingg , meet me outside ?
bella - like always <33
i close our chat and got ready for the day , it was raining once again so i put on a matching set with a slick back and forces
( this is what it looks like )
bella - im outside ! u ready ?
me - yes , omw !
i went downstairs and left my house to see bella in her car waiting
" hey ales new girlfriend " i tease her
" shut uppp " she laughs and i join her
" whats up with this rain bro " she looks at me
" right ! " i agree
we get out and run to our school trying our best to not get wet , on our way into the school we get closer to my locker and see half of the school there
" what the fuck " bella looks at me
" what even is this " i look at her
we walk up to my locker
" there is y/nn " a boy says
" why are you all even standing here " i say looking at all the poeple there
" well , you like mattia . " he laughs
" i dont " i lie
" you do , we have proof too " he takes out his phone playing a conversation i had about liking mattia to bella outside the school
" mattia ! bro hear this " the boy calls mattia over
fuck
" why do you guys care ?" bella gets mad
i had no words or anything to say
the audio plays all over again but this time mattia hearing it all , and me standing there looking like a dumbass
" do you even like her ?" he laughs
" no " he hesitated
everyone luaghing and recording , rejection . i was so embarrassed i left
i left the school , i ran down the street to get home faster since it was raning
i get home and before i can even open the door a voice calls my name , i turn around to see mattia runnging closer to me all wet
just like how i was
" y/n wait " he stops and looks at me
" jokes over mattia " i turn around
" no , im not joking . im so sorry " he turns me around
" i lied y/n . i like you god i fucking love you , i always have . thats why i stopped being ur friend . thats why i was a dick . i was trying to move on . i thought you didnt like me . so i acted like i hated you " he says
it melted my heart hearing those words come out his mouth , but he fucked up.
" so you constantly made me look like a dumbass to everyone , just like now . "
" mattia look at me " i cry , i show him my stomach
" i-.. did that " he lets a tear fall and touchs my stomach that revealed all my bruises
" ah " i take his hand away
" yeah mattia you did that ,ive always been loving you and all you done is treat me like shit , to hide ur feelings " i say sobbing
" im so sorry , i never wanted you to go through all that , i cant forgive my self for all i pain i made u go through " he saying sobbing as well
we were both crying our hearts out soaking wet as it rained
" i think you should go home " i say and give him one last hug
the hug was long , both not wanting to pull away but i had to
"i love you y/n , i always have " he looks into my eyes with so much pain
i nod and he slowly leaves me side
" y/n! " bella comes out from the side soaking wet
" bella fuck what r you doing " i wipe my tears
" im so sorry for all of this , i saw and heard im so sorry "
that made me cry so much more
" no its fine . its not ur fault bella , go to school ill be fine " i say
" no " she crys
" no , go " i cry
i pull her into a long hug and she changes and goes back to school
after bella left i got into the shower and took a nap
YOU ARE READING
he hates me .
Romanceshes so in love with him.. and hes so in love with her .. & the only way he can show it, is by hating her .. book cover by @polibio.de on Instagram <33