Bullseye

Chapter Ten

Jays POV
"NO!!" I awoke in cold sweat, screaming my head off.

Just a nightmare, just a nightmare, I had to remind myself over and over again, every time I had it.

I glanced over to my clock 4:37am well seeing that John hasn't burst into my room yet, he's probably at some girls house, he was that kinda guy.

John is my older brother, he's 24, I know 10 year gap is alot, but it wasn't my mothers fault I was born.

Or my dads,

my Dad was dead a week before my mother got pregnant with me.

And no my mother didn't have sex with another man.

Well, she didn't want to.

She was raped.

And then I was born 9 months later.

But my mother was a good woman, she loved me even if I was a reminder of a horrible pain she had to go through.

She always reminded me, never let me forget for a minute, that she loved me,

As she said " God works in mysterious ways, but he makes good of the bad, and you, Jay, are the good out of bad,"

I missed her alot.

She's dead though.

And she would want me to not morn, but remember, bring good out of the bad.

But how she died wasn't fair.

She died 3 years ago.

I broke.

I was like a mirror, I was broke into many pieces.

I can be put back together.

But it will leave cuts while trying.

And I will never be the same.
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Hey sorry for short chapter but it was a lot of info, and a lot to remember,

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