Lisa and Irene went straight to a fancy restaurant room of the restaurant where Lisa has the only access for it.
Lisa called someone to prepare some kind of food and Irene couldn't help but to feel hungry just by seeing the table with different kinds of delicious food , since her brother got hospitalized she lessened to spent as much as possible and she only eat sandwiches to fill in her stomach and eating expensive types of food is out of her planned unlike before that whatever she wanted to eat she can have it with out worrying until her brother contracted the same disease as her mother that is the time the tables had turn first her mother passed away, then her father re married and Jin got hospitalized and even her fiancee left her.
Irene conceal her hunger seeing the foods and slowly held her her stomach from rumbling, and that simple gesture did not escape in Lisa's observant eyes yet she find it funny and cute as to how could this sophisticated girl in front has this side of personality but she likes it.
Irene was about to speak about what her real purpose was to Lisa but even before she could open her mouth.
"It's not appropriate for the food to wait so, we'll eat first and we'll talk later of what ever it is the you want from me" Lisa interrupted her
Irene nodded in response and started eating, sometimes she feels that Lisa would look at her but she is shy to meet the gaze of the girl and so she focus to her food.
"Why did you not go straight here when you arrive? I thought I made myself clear during the phone call" Lisa asked as she sliced the meat into her plate then shove it in her mouth.
"Something just happened I was being held in the security I did not know that they are very strict here so I didn't get in right away"Irene replied.
"you called could have called me you know? you could also have avoided the messed earlier" Lisa said bluntly that caused Irene a little embarrassed , if she had done what Lisa has told she could definitely avoid what happened earlier, but she also don't want to act like that very important person because first of all she is the who is in need.
"I'm sorry if what happened earlier involved you I myself felt embarrassed of what had just happen back there " Irene apologized and put aside her spoon.
"That's not what I'm worried about if you are thinking the embarrassment or something , the only thing I'm worried about is seeing you hurt by your own father and what if I don't come in time although still I'm let for he already slapped you and it worry me seeing you helpless it made me feel useless " Lisa clarified.
For a moment, the concern that flustered in Lisa face made Irene ecstatic and her heart beating cannot be controlled any further, for the very long time this is the first time that she feel that someone shows real concern to her and it made her totally happy and admire the girl in front, that's when she directly look in the eyes of Lisa and it almost drawn her by how beautiful yet intimidating it is , the girl had a pair of deep blue eyes, a smooth face and a sharp nose, and her stopped on the very lips of the girl that made her nervous as hell so she immediately retreated her eyes.
"The next time that happens I will make sure to put them into place, and I will not let that happen again not under my eyes " what happen made Lisa triggered, cause never she could imagine that a father could lay hands to their beloved daughter, she is their princess, but not the man who Irene considered a father.
"why me?" Irene suddenly asked.
a deafening silence succumbed the surrounding that made Irene nervous as hell, just why on earth she ask that when she know that she has no right for she bring herself in this situation and more than anything else if Lisa could agree to help her, her life is on disposal of Lisa,
sweat running down her temple, she consciously rub her sweaty hands in her tights and click her heels by the and her heart is not helping at all for it beats rapidly...
"Look into my eyes" Irene was surprised but she just obeyed the woman's command and looked straight into its eyes,.
Irene was shocked because Lisa suddenly approached her and then gently caressed her reddened cheeks.
"Why not?" Lisa returned to asked her.
"I also don't know why, so I can't answer your question, but I only know one thing I'm sure I chose you, something is pushing me to chose you Irene "Lisa continued and then touched gently the maiden's hands kissed it
"Now I'll ask you why then?" Lisa asked Irene.
"Lisa, you know my needs, so I decided to accept your offer, but right now right at this moment I will admit that at first I felt like.......I liked you. But nonetheless I don't care if you say I'm just using you because that's also true there's n way that I will deny that, it's alright if you use me in that way as a leech sucking and using you as my host but in any case or in an way you want as compensation for helping me I would comply immediately, and even if I pay you all my life I will do it just to repay you " Irene may sound desperate but there is nothing she could do to amend her crisis if Lisa will allow to help her.
"You know even if you're crying you're still beautiful" Lisa teased the girl to ease the tension.
"I'm not asking for anything in return from you, and if you use me I don't care about that because in the time that you will be mine, all mine will be yours too, and I will not restrain you from what ever and no matter what you want to do, and I'm just reminding you, you're not a prisoner nor a slave for you to serve me. "
Because of what Lisa said, Irene couldn't help but to feel happy, she hugged the woman, who reciprocated and then kissed her on the forehead with his eyes closed, for along time she feel the warm and safety. This is what she needs at this very moment the love and warm from a person and she does not expect that she will get it from Lisa and she may start to get used to it for she is a hugging person, now she thinks that this decision may not as bad as she thinks before.
"But Lisa, I would like to request not to let anyone know this, especially at school, about the relationship between the two of us, not now! "Irene pleaded with Lisa
"Are you ashamed that we have a relationship Irene?" Lisa asked teasingly
"It's not like that Lisa, but I just don't want us to be the center of the issue and if I know most of it is not nice and full of criticism, humiliation and many hurtful words that may drag us to especially to you, I can endure anything not until some one is involve"Irene explained to the woman.
Lisa admitted to herself that she felt a little disappointed when Irene told her to hide the relationship between them but she also has to respect the girl's decision because at some point she has her point for the reason that it can attract attention in case they let the public know.
"If that is your decision babe I don't have any problem with that, and I'll wait when is the time that you are ready to tell everyone and I am hoping to make it happen soon" then kissed their intertwined hands.
Irene is as re as the tomato right now because of sudden changes in Lisa's behavior, the moment it is serious then sweet, but she admit that she is loving this side of the girl
"Tomorrow we will visit some friend to register our marriage, it may very early but this is my grandparents wishes, don't worry it is Legal although I am just sixteen years old and tomorrow morning I will ask someone to move your things to my house to live there with your brother after he leaves the hospital "Lisa informed Irene and Irene nodded in response.
Tomorrow is a new beginning for she will begin her married life, she he dreamed of a complete family with the person she loves, even if they are not blessed with wealth complete and happy family is the only wish she has, but by unexpected changes is, it happen earlier than expected in a most unexpected situation, and mostly in the least expected person
"Don't worry from today on wards I am yours and you're only mine " Lisa authoritatively stated to Irene.
Irene silently prayed that her decision will lead her into something good for once!
They went out holding hands and Lisa went home while Irene went home go straight to the hospital to visit her brother.
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Amour-propre
FanfictionMaking mistakes is a part of the expansion process; it's how we learn and grow. If you didn't slip-up now and again, how would you know to improve yourself to be able to fulfill your destiny? How would you come to love and believe in you? You wouldn...
