fight for love

part 13

Naira sat down deep into her thinking.... Her life isn't easy... Today she saw some other karthik... She could see pain in his eyes the tear still effect her... Today when he cared for her she felt happy she knew karthik loved at her and there was no doubt but he never behaved well with her but today everything changed .... She said she would give him chance but can she... His care seemed geniune but if it's genuine then where it was before and if it's just to make her be with him then till when? .... She was not able to think anything if karthik genuinely cared for her and respected her then why not before? .... And if he wanted to change for wooing her then till when he will do it?... And to increase her problems she wasn't clear about her thoughts she said she will give him chance but she can't... It's true she love him he still effects her but her heart isn't ready to accept him... It all looks fake to her sometimes his love too... Why do he seems so fake to her why... Her heart can feel his pain but mind isn't ready to understand ... Above all she isn't comfortable sharing her life or problems with karthik...

When she cared for him he didn't mind... When she wanted to have a happy life with him he didn't paid any heed to her and when he wants it she is no longer affected by it she no longer cared...what a life! She thought

Her thoughts came to end when her phone rang smiling she picked it up

Advay: naira are u fine? Are you feeling ill?

Naira:calm down advay I am fine..

Advay: ohh then why are you late for shoot..

Naira looked at her watch cursing herself she took her car keys

Naira: sorry dude bhool gayi thi...

Advay: bhulakar

Naira: chal main bhulakar nhi hoon vo bus aise hi... Aab rakh main aati hoon

Advay: drive slow naira

Naira: yeah

Naira rushed towards her set

It was almost 3 am when naira was done with her shoot... The location was Buetiful a peaceful seashore.. She sat down near the shore letting the waves touch her feets... The wind blew making her hairs messy... Naira was at peace , the beach was silent as it was private property morever during shoot no outsiders was allowed and mostly her crew members had left only some for there packing up...

Feeling someone presense she looked up to see advay giving him a smile
Advay sat down beside her

Advay: so

Naira: so ?

Advay: how's life

Naira: you are asking as if you don't know.... She said with a smile

Advay: I know but I want to know about you

Naira smiled at him

Naira: I don't know. ... She said shrugging

Advay : huh.... He asked narrowing his eyes

Naira: I am confused

Advay: ohk got it

Naira: I don't know anything I don't even know what I want from my life it's so messed up everything... Karthik wants me to give him a chance but how can I tell him my mind is not ready to believe him ... His care or sweet gestures won't change my mind... His tears do affect me but some part of mine feels that he deserved it.. I don't know how to handle my inner emotions.. Seeing karthik the same way once I dreamt makes me feel happy but will these gestures reduce my pain?

Advay: naira stop dragging the past think about your future

Naira : I can't forget the past kyunki ye sab jo ho raha hain ya hoga vo mujhe ek bheekh lag raha hain ... Pyaar bin mange milta hain jo mangkar mile vo pyaar kaha... Mujhe dar lag raha hain because ek baar apni ummede, sapne sab tootte huye dekh chuki hoon aab phirse nhi dekh paugi...  Pyaar kabhi khatam hota hi nhi hain aur dar iss baat ka hain ki kahi inn 2 mahino mein meri hopes increase na ho jaye... She said wipping  her tears