Cuddles [Jikook ff] ✅

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Jungkook's POV

"Kookie?" a soft voice owned by my dearest boyfriend was heard, and I turned to look at Jimin.

Just looking at his face made me feel a little less suffocated.

"Hmm?" he took a seat by my side, sitting close and brought up his fingers to brush my hair, before resting his palm on my cheek.

Leaning into his touch, Jimin stared at me for a few seconds before voicing out his question soft.

"Do you want to cuddle with me?" he smiled, and I bit my inner cheek, very grateful for the offer.

"Yes, please" answering honestly since I really needed his warmth and comfort, Jimin wordlessly pulled me to lie down with him on the couch.

While his arms wrapped around my shoulders and his palms rested on my back and nape each, I circled my arms around his waist, a side of my body resting on him.

I sighed in content as soon as I settled my head on his body, and buried my nose in Jimin's neck, taking in his scent.

I needed this.

"Did things go bad during your visit to your dad and stepmother's house?" he played with the ends of my hair with his fingers, and I always loved the feel of it, making me close my eyes, enjoying the touch.

"Not really," whispering soft, answering Jimin's question, I felt him moved his head a little to look at me, and I lifted my head to meet his stare.

Did he realize?

"Then why are you looking so sad?" he cupped my jaw and caressed my cheek with his thumb, and I bit my bottom lip.

I felt sad, and Jimin realized that instantly.

Taking a few moments to calm down and let the tranquility of the surrounding filled us two, I then decided to pour it out to Jimin.

"My stepmom, she's pregnant, almost five months now," deciding to just tell Jimin about it, he took a second to digest before asking me the next question.

"Is your dad happy?" his hand stayed on my face and I turned a little to kiss his palm, flashing a small smile into his hand remembering dad's face earlier.

"The happiest I've ever seen since mom's gone," muttering it slow, Jimin brought me to look into his eyes again, before he gave me the gentlest forehead kiss ever.

"Is she not a good person, Kookie? I know I went to your house before with you, but she looks kind to me," he asked, concern filled his face, afraid that I was not happy, or that the lady who's now my family was not treating me well.

"She's kind, making dad happy and treating me like I'm her real family, but I don't know," I answered based on my observation, knowing that my stepmother was indeed a good person, but there's a sad feeling filling my heart when I heard about the good news.

Dad was happy.

She was happy.

I should feel happy too since it was obviously a good news.

But I couldn't help but feel sad.

"Are you afraid that you'll be forgotten by your dad?" Jimin's question made me look into his eyes, and I honestly wondered.

Is that why?

"He won't forget you, Kookie. You're his son. Your mom was not here anymore, but you and your dad never forget her even for a second, right?" Jimin's words comforted me easily, and I knew my worry and sadness was actually because I was afraid of being forgotten by the only parent I have left.

Which was dad.

And Jimin figured it out easily.

"I will never forget mom," resting my cheek on his chest, I felt calmer hearing Jimin's heartbeat hitting my ears, smiling a little when mom's face came to mind.

"Exactly, it's the same with your dad. Did your dad ignore you and only focus on your stepmom when you're there?" he asked more, and I shook my head.

"No, we talked a lot just like usual after meal and all. We even talked about some memories we had with mom when she's alive," my mind was clearer now, so did my heart, and it's all because of Jimin.

Thank god for giving such a special person like Jimin in my life.

"Then don't worry, Kookie. You're just getting a baby sibling, your dad's love for you won't change just because there's an additional family member," he always knew what to say, and I felt my love for the boy I was hugging got deeper every second.

"You think so?" I was able to smile wider now, and Jimin saw it, making him smile wide too.

"I know so. You might even be a role model that your future sibling would always looked up to, because you're such a great person, Kookie" he bopped my nose with his index finger, and I scrunched my nose chuckling a little, not thinking what he just said would be something possible.

"I don't think so,"

"When I think about it, I'm the one who should feel afraid. What if you spend more time at your dad's house and leave me alone here after the baby's born?" Jimin widened his eyes as he blurted out his thoughts, and I laughed small, finding his worry nonsense but still very cute.

"I won't do that," pecking his clean cheek that looked so squishy and inviting, I moved up a little using my arms and hovered above Jimin.

"How can you be so sure?" he frowned but automatically closed his eyes when I dived down to capture his lips, and I smiled when Jimin opened his mouth for me to enter.

He'd always welcome my kisses without hesitant, and I loved it down to every taste, never finding myself getting bored of his lips.

"Because we'll have our own baby in your tummy by the time my sibling is born," breaking away a little as my hand slipped under his shirt, Jimin realized where I was going with this instantly, making him gasped.

"Kookie!"